wenz

Tuesday, January 31

hmm.. went marina square again for the 3rd day running.. hahaha.. the few of us almost drove all 3 cars out.. which i thought was really overboard.. like.. each car only have 1-2 people only.. so decided to ask dt to ask jeremy not to drive.. went to fetch them to changing appetite to meet lq instead.. hmm.. wasnt hungry.. so just drank the choc drink.. haha.. soooo chocolaty.. so sinful.. haha.. talked over dinner.. basically juz catching up and gossiping again.. haha..

hmm.. din bring jayden along today.. took my parents' pet instead.. hmm.. then i think.. perhaps it's not jayden with big appetite.. maybe i should read up on fuel economy..

sch tmr.. byebye..

znew left a note @23:54

what a feat.. i came home at about 0630 this morning.. hahaha.. jayden is really tired lately.. 500km and running..

went mustafa at 4+.. we had a whole hell lots of fun over there.. playing hide and seek.. the party hats.. the wings.. even the sofa..

just woke up at 1300++++..

did i mention that.. i parked without winding up my front window.. at mt faber.. for a whole 2+hours?

that was scary..

znew left a note @14:02

hmm.. i din scratch jayden.. i merely scraped it..

hmm.. took jayden out for a ride again today.. went.. seng's place.. marina square again.. wanted to go river ang bao.. but it was crowded.. yes.. filled with people.. so ended up in marina square.. in search of movie at good timing.. failed attempt.. waiting list for pool table had 30+ names.. hmm.. so went to take a look at the arcade.. the guys at para para machine were truly impressive.. hahaha.. hmm.. decided to go mt faber.. so went giant to shop around.. hmm..

managed to find our way to mt faber without the street directory.. without getting lost.. but went town to buy starbucks on our way there.. hmm.. mt faber has really great night scene.. strong breeze.. hahaha.. ed showed me the place where huangna's body was dumped.. yes.. eerie.. hmm.. then continued the journey up the hill.. did an extremely tedious parallel park.. with help of course..

after yesterday's incident.. i m more careful of my driving now.. i check how jayden has positioned itself on the roads.. be wary of my speed.. not to be too fast.. and.. move even slower during parallel parking..

hmm.. oh.. on mt faber.. hmm.. i love the place.. hmm.. the binoculars were working even without the coins.. hahaha.. so we were like free-riders.. hmm.. looking at people's windows.. and into the offices..

the wind was really strong.. cold..

they were telling ghost stories for most of the time.. from pa.. to ocs.. tekong.. even np.. hmm.. i could feel myself shivering.. could either be due to the wind.. or really.. haha.. was paranoid actuallie.. especially after that.. we went seam im road.. and.. went up this place that looked really eerie and scary to me.. i din even dare look into the window.. i bet i din even take a look at it.. did a directional change almost immediately.. and went out of the place.. phew.. was so relieved to see civilisation..

trying to make the best out of my cny holidays.. coming to an end..

and have yet done my work.. perhaps.. tmr is the day for me to do them.. =]

znew left a note @01:30

Monday, January 30

shit
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i scratched my car.. and another person's car.. while performing parallel parking..

gosh! merely 4days.. i m sorry jayden..

i dont wish to talk about it anymore.. perhaps i should just leave jayden in his bed.. and dont disturb him till tue night.. when jayden shifts to a better home..

i seriously need some experts to advise me how to cover that scratch up..

there are a few lines.. not just one.. the longest is about 5cm..

let's hope the other car owner dont come find me.. i shall leave it as it is.. until that car goes off.. and please.. never come back again.. dun look for me..

i certainly need to master the art of parallel parking..

that day's one time in by myself was just pure luck.. no skills attached..

znew left a note @04:04

Sunday, January 29

day 3 of 8..

about 4-5 more days till the day my parents return.. miss them.. it doesnt relieve you of anything without your parents around.. yes.. you do get to stay out for as long as you want not fearing that they will scold you.. but you know that.. across the globe.. they are worried about you.. whether you're home.. whether you drove safely.. and how their other children are doing? are they asleep? is the house in an okay condition..

hmm.. went yishun grandma place for reunion dinner.. my first time there for reunion dinner.. it feels kinda weird.. coz it's my maternal grandma.. how many of us actually return to our maternal grandma side for reunion dinner? okie.. that's not all.. reached the place at about 4.. there was nothing to do at the place.. even my uncle was shocked that we could stay till almost 10.. haha.. yes.. basically.. we just ate.. slept.. watched lame shows.. played with my baby cousin.. read papers n magazine..

hmm.. then went home.. and left the house again after changing.. took jayden out for a wash.. gosh.. bloody crowded everywhere.. pumped at esso.. and continued to roam serangoon area for a less crowded one.. now i know why was it less crowded.. coz only 1 person was washing.. so each car took a longer time.. hmm.. haiz.. waited for about 45mins.. so was cleaning the interior a little while in the queue.. then met hi5 for chinatown.. bobby came as well.. we only started shopping at almost 2am.. haha.. crazy us.. yepz.. hungry we were.. bought food almost immediately.. ate 4-in-1 prata-->cheese, hotdog, egg and prata all in one.. not bad.. perhaps coz there's my fav egg and cheese.. =]

hmm.. there was nothing much.. just that the floor was super sticky.. yucks.. and you were like stepping on muah-chees near the stalls.. coz the stall-vendors just poured their goods down.. without bothering if their muah-chees would roll to the ground.. hmm.. managed to find 2 jellies in the mountain of muah-chees.. hmm.. the place was really crowded..

shopped till about 0345.. haha.. after meeting jayden and bobby who were taking a nap at north bridge road.. we decided to go breakfast at jalan kayu.. ate till about 0445.. jon sent seng home with bobby.. while jayden and i took siang n ed home.. haha.. parallel park again! sucks.. hahaha.. i certainly need to master that..

reached home at about 0515.. haha.. tired i was.. just took a shower and went to bed..

woke up at 12+ today..

happy chinese new year!

znew left a note @12:53

Friday, January 27

hmm.. now my mileage is almost 300km.. wow.. what a feat.. it came only on wed.. hmm.. that's not all.. poor jayden.. have to give tp ang bao for cny..

okie.. where did all those 300km come from?

wed:
-drove a lil.. dad and mum as well.. so it was already.. about 70+ when i took over..

thurs:
-ntu..
-within ntu.. incl nie.. changing lot.. hall..
-ntu to bt timah..
-lost in bt timah in search of pie entrance back to ntu
-serangoon..
-mei xiang..

fri:
-bhss..
-boonlay.. lost on my way there.. went ntu instead..
-back home..
-geylang..
-sunshine.. then ah hood.. detoured as well..
-home..
-bugis..
-ang bao given away..

hmm.. it definitely feels good to be able to drive around.. but stress as well.. those responsibilities.. and i must make it a point to turn off the headlights.. keep my mirrors.. put coupons.. seeing the meter dropping and mileage increasing is nothing great.. wait till u visit the petrol kiosk to feed jayden.. it definitely doesnt have as big an appetite as compared to grandis.. but it do get hungry quite fast.. i guess i will try to rest it inside the lot till another day.. and try to leave it till next wed to pump..

hmm.. i think i must be more financially independent.. not totally of course.. just more.. i definitely need to see the figures jumping up more often than the past..

hmm.. it's emotionally.. physically.. and financially straining to drive around.. anyhow i mean.. always know which route to take.. so that you dun waste petrol embarking on unwanted journeys..

hmm.. there seems to be alot on my mind.. but i cant put them in order..

znew left a note @22:09

Thursday, January 26

i feel like crying.. coz i m filled with guilt.. sooo much sooo that.. i think i will just cry any moment from now.. yet i need to have a good sleep.. for i need all the alertness i need..

znew left a note @00:45

fully filled..

znew left a note @00:40

i m filled with guilt..

znew left a note @00:39

i hereby ask all those up there to forgive me for all my wrongdoings..

hmm.. i must say.. what i have said recently about jayden.. are nothing but the truth..

however.. piecing them up doesnt give you the complete picture..

as much as i feel bad about keeping some in the dark.. i think i should hold on till tomorrow.. or rather.. later..

since i have already done so much.. 10 more hours is nothing..

i sincerely apologise to all who have been kept in the dark..

tomorrow will be a good day..

hmm.. i m drivng up to school tomorrow.. =]

beginning to regret taking up chinese lyrics.. every wednesday is such a dread to me..

i m so glad i dun have chinese lyrics next wednesday.. *phew*

my heart is thumping real fast..

i think i have attracted some unwanted attention.. din really mean to.. haiz..

how i wished i din say that.. how i wish.. how i wish.. how i wish..

beginning to fall in love with the digit 2..

znew left a note @00:28

Wednesday, January 25

was blog surfing.. and saw the author posted this question..

have you ever wondered why you want to get attached?

wow.. that struck me.. not as if i m yearning desperately for one now.. as in.. it is indeed true that.. sometimes.. we focus soo much on the outcome that we forget about the process.. hmm.. like.. why do u want a bf/gf that much? do you really need one?

hmm.. perhaps.. it's for that extra concern.. that companionship.. or perhaps.. to feel warmth when you're down and cold..

hmm.. been very affected by things happening around me.. i dun wish to name them.. dun wish to describe them.. coz by doing so doesnt make me feel any better.. what i need is a real break from all these.. i guess..

hmm.. been wondering.. what am i as a friend to my friends? hi-byes? i dun really care about those hi-byes.. especially those who cant or dont even know my name.. do my friends only think of me when they need my help? or company? or perhaps i should be glad that i m on their mind.. wow.. that's like real self-pity..

hmm.. oh.. and sometimes.. being too nice to people will earn you nothing.. they might even become unappreciative of what you've done.. seriously.. i think perhaps i shouldnt be too nice to people.. not as i m super duper nice.. i mean.. there's a limit to helping.. and i suppose i have been crossing that line much too often.. shouldnt mind others' business so much.. interference only bring about greater trouble..

when will i learn that fundamental principle?

hmm.. thought alot on my way home from school.. was reflecting on whatever i have said these few days.. especially today.. guess i have went overboard at times.. it's time to be more reserved.. time to hold back a little.. i apologise to all i might have offended..

hmm.. love is unfair.. note that.. you cant expect the other party to love you as much as you do.. reciprocate.. yes.. that's the word..

when you have nothing good to say.. just shut ur mouth up.. it helps a million..

i have to nail that into my head as well..

znew left a note @00:20

Tuesday, January 24

it's time to shut that mouth up..

it's time to knock some sense into the brain..

i finally see it coming.. the long wait is over.. tomorrow is the day..

good evening.. jayden..

znew left a note @20:14

Monday, January 23

just seconds ago.. the scene before my eye just seemed so familiar.. as if i have seen it elsewhere.. u know the kind of flashbacks u have? ya.. it's one of those.. was trying to recall what will happen next.. guess.. tomorrow wouldnt be a good day.. hmm.. i pray..

haiz.. going school is such a chore now.. have to think of what to wear.. moreover.. there's training tomorrow.. so.. will try to minimise my stuffs.. gotta bring gi and clothing for training..

hmm.. haiz.. that is what i meant by chore..

hmm.. dad and mum are leaving for china on fri morning.. actually they will be leaving for the airport on thurs night.. so i guess.. i'd rush home after school for dinner..

hmm.. still planning what to do for those 5 days.. 1 would be left to do marketing presentation.. and clear my lagging tutorials.. one for hi5.. one for dt and lq.. one for judo maybe? hmm..

hmm.. wonder how am i supposed to spend my 5 days of cny in sg.. first time ever am i spending such long cny in sg.. the previous one was just 3 days in 2003 i guess.. haha.. that was already sort of a torture even with my parents around..

hmm.. i cant wait to see jayden.. =p

znew left a note @00:08

Sunday, January 22

hee.. i m sooo happy today.. =]

kudos to hi5.. they are my first non-family passengers.. okie.. incl. jinfeng.. hahaha.. hmm.. i really din expect my dad to say yes.. but he did.. perhaps if i have asked my mum.. she wouldnt agree.. haha.. hmm.. okie.. that was how it went today..

1500
w: do u need the car later? can i use it?
m: yepz.. dinner and deliveries to hotels tonight..
w: okie lor.. coz i want to drive them out today.. seng booked out.. nvm nvm.. i find other means..

2300
w: do u want me to do the deliveries? coz i want to drive..
d: but uncle is not here yet..
w: nvm.. i go home get the car.. i'll come back later to pick up the jacket..
d: okie lor..

yea!! that was how it went.. actually the whole thing started last night.. i wanted to drive up to ntu.. but they need the car.. so too bad.. i have to take the train..

haa.. yepz.. we met up in bugis bk first.. bugis was freaking crowded today.. so er xin.. couldnt shop for nuts.. then went wheelock.. tried birki.. borders.. met felicia chin! haa.. the guys were soo excited.. we followed her.. and took pic with her.. hahaha.. she's friendly of course.. hmm.. bought makansutra! argh.. but only to realise that i bought the wrong edition in far east abt an hour later.. how silly was that? guess i'm gonna exchange for the singapore edition one tomorrow.. i mean later.. headed to china sq to look for food.. ate japanese food at thai chilli.. what an irony.. the ambience is good.. the food is not bad too.. and not very expensive.. hmm.. roamed chinatown cny market.. i couldnt really breathe fresh air.. haha.. yes.. freaking crowded again.. ed was saying probably the whole world is out shopping and roaming the places we went to.. that explains for the crowds we see everywhere.. then we wanted to head to grapevine straight.. but i guess it would be great if i could relieve jon and bobby of their duties for the night... so i made the call.. and it went off well.. after sending jinfeng home.. we went to have a mini tour to town.. to run errands of course.. sorry guys to make u guys merry-go-round.. and headed to grapevine.. guess everyone was too tired.. and they started dozing off.. haa.. guess they had a good time exploring the place.. hmm.. it was great driving.. perhaps without my parents' stress and pressure.. haha.. but within a month.. they allow me to drive alone.. i m quite glaD!

hmm.. grapevine is lousy today.. they dun have ice-blended drinks today.. hmm.. so we ordered.. love cocktail.. hot n cold.. hawaii tonic cold.. sourplum drink.. and brazillian coffee.. as well as brownie.. then taught siang how to play bridge.. and jon fell asleep after eating his brownie.. haha.. had a good time laughing.. and playing.. including watching the repeat telecast of r u hot.. haha.. still remember those days when i was in chalet watching that show.. with the judo ppl.. haha.. and all those mean jokes we cracked.. oh manz.. how i missed those days..

hmm.. what else have i done today..

oh.. went school with alvin.. for marketing seminar.. and then.. brunch at cant a.. and i found someone who plays the sparkles rocket too!!!! hahaha.. so amazing.. it's hard to find such a person.. moreover.. he's more pro than me.. haha.. all hi5 can do is fountain.. but his is rocket! O_O

then for the first time.. i was doing serious work in library.. haha.. managed to find the marketing article.. gotta read and do them.. went shopping for awhile with wei n oli after that.. hmm.. haa..

hmmm.. it is indeed tiring to travel to and fro school.. make me feel lethargic.. so came home.. and slept.. and woke up to shower and out again..

hmm.. i m glad i enjoyed myself today..

pa is so slack.. hahahaha..

znew left a note @02:47

Friday, January 20

你不爱我的歌词中说道..

习惯被拒绝的人会先拒绝　
这一次至少是我先说离别
有一些痛楚看不见泪水　
有一种防卫叫做我无所谓

要让你快乐也是我的心愿　
可是你从不在意我的伤悲
丢给我一些喜悦的碎屑　
却带走我一切

你不爱我　是我舍不得　
是我不配　为你再狼狈
你不爱我　你真的不爱我　
尽力而为我拼命给也是浪费　

你不爱我　是我舍不得　
是我不配　和命运作对
你不爱我　你真的不爱我　
一直以为我是后卫　原来只是那后备

要让你快乐也是我的心愿　
可是你从不在意我的伤悲
丢给我一些喜悦的碎屑　
却带走我一切

你不爱我　是我舍不得　
是我不配　为你再狼狈
你不爱我　你真的不爱我　
尽力而为我拼命给也是浪费　

你不爱我　是我舍不得　
是我不配　和命运作对
你不爱我　你真的不爱我　
一直以为我是后卫　原来只是那后备

一直以为我是后卫　原来只是那后备

znew left a note @14:00

KISS GOODBYE

Baby不要再哭泣　
这一幕多么熟悉　
紧握着你的手彼此都舍不得分离
每一次想开口　
但不如保持安静　
给我一分钟专心好好欣赏你的美


幸福搭配悲伤　
同时在我心交叉　
挫折的眼泪不能测试爱的重量
付出的爱收不回　
还欠你的我不能给　
别把我心也带走去跟随

每一次和你分开　
深深地被你打败
每一次放弃你的温柔　
痛苦难以释怀

每一次和你分开　
每一次Kiss You Goodbye
爱情的滋味此刻我终于最明白

幸福搭配悲伤
同时在我心交叉　
挫折的眼泪不能测试爱的重量
付出的爱收不回　
但欠你的我不能给　
我才明白爱最真实的滋味

每一次和你分开　
深深地被你打败
每一次放弃你的温柔　
痛苦难以释怀

每一次和你分开　
每一次Kiss You Goodbye
爱情的滋味此刻我终于最明白

每一次和你分开　
深深地被你打败
每一次放弃你的温柔　
痛苦难以释怀

每一次和你分开　
每一次Kiss You Goodbye
爱情的滋味此刻我终于最明白

znew left a note @13:57

hmm... hasnt been blogging as frequently as i used to be.. school is tiring.. everyday.. i will reach school when the sun is up.. and leave the place only after sunset.. hmm.. i dont know how long more can i put up with this.. going school is more like a chore to me now..

hmm.. nothing much happened.. not interesting enough for me to spend my time blogging about it and not sleeping..

hmm.. skipped half of marketing lect yesterday.. this is not a good start to the semester.. hmm.. week 3 has past.. this semester is freaking short.. i can sense the urgency.. yet.. i cant bring myself to work.. hmm.. it's like.. u know u have to do certain things.. yet u cant find the drive to do them.. this is real bad..

hmm.. i m sooo lagged for all my modules..

hmm.. just cut my hair yesterday.. it's not very short.. just shorter.. arh duhz.. if u go to the salon to have a hair cut yet it is not shorter.. what have u done? other than hair extension..

hmm.. i m falling in love with leehom's kiss goodbye and kangkang's ni bu ai wo..

hmm.. jayden.. aeden.. both names sound nice to me.. perhaps it's the consonant.. 'den' that is beautifying the whole word..

enough of my grumbling.. let's hope i get to drive to school tomorrow..

znew left a note @13:25

Tuesday, January 17

hmm.. today was hectic..

hmm.. what have i learnt today?

-i m 40+ slides behind for maths lect...
-i'm 1.5 lect behind for physics..
-i'm 1 lect behind for life science..
-how to fold grasshopper from leaves..

hmm.. what have i done today?
-make grasshoppers..
-slacked..
-finally bought my marketin readin materials..
-early for school..
-talked to si and tian..
-helped a grand total of 3 ppl to put their ear studs..
-trained..
-sweat..
-napped in hall..
-made new friends..
-my fingers are flaking..
-stepped into hss library..
-stared at food i cant eat..
-publicised kiss goodbye..
-discussed more of tw trip.. [confirm it please.. i reallie want to go.. if not i'd go at the end of the yr.. and perhaps bangkok in july instead..]

i m tired..

jon is still quite vexed over the matter.. hope he is doing fine.. there's only that much i can do.. hang on there.. dude..

znew left a note @00:57

Monday, January 16

this is the result of my handwriting analysis..
your handwriting reveals that you are trsutworthy
your writing style reflects that you're reliable, and it communicates to others that they can depend on you to see things through to the end. is it the legibility of your writing, your baseline, or your letter spacing that gives you away?

wow.. is this true? it says that i m trustworthy..

hmm.. how am i supposed to survive tomorrow? i have such long break.. thinkin if i should bring my laptop along.. maybe not.. it's gonna be heavy.. i dun want my shoulders to break.. i have my judo gi somemore.. another week perhaps..

hmm.. oh.. the car plates are changing real fast.. i saw SGC on my way to jalan kayu just now.. lalala.. i think they have a new letter every month.. this is real bad.. in the past.. it tookabout 5 years to change from SDD to SFJ.. not to mention skipping E.. now.. in less than 2 years.. it has transformed from SFJ to SGC.. what's up with the car market? COE prices are fluctuating so much.. it's kinda scary to note that you're are at the disadvantage of thousands of dollars for buying that car earlier or smth.. cant the market be more stable?

hmm.. wanted to shop today.. ended up din.. haha.. just roamed the shopping mall.. and came home to sleep.. life is good slackin.. i must stress on that.. hahaha..

hmm.. oh.. i think i need to read the streetdirectory more often now.. especially during my free time.. and i must go to the bookstore to buy a copy of makansutra!

znew left a note @00:24

Saturday, January 14

hmm.. time to blog in more proper english.. i hope i can do it this time round..

hmm.. blogging shouldnt be rambling on and on what happened today.. it should be how you feel for things that happened that day..

love hurts.. seeing people around me getting hurt in love had discouraged me from looking for my destined one.. i suppose loving someone isnt equivalent to hurting him/her..

mustafa has been so successful in his business.. it has expanded yet another level.. so that makes it a grand total of 6 levels of 24hrs shopping.. it was filled with young adults.. below 30.. it goes to show that it is popular place to hang out.. for those who hasnt visited the place before.. do make a trip down to the oh-so-famous one-stop shopping mall.. i assure u you'll buy something home in the end even though you have nothing in mind when u stepped into the mall..

i m reallie tired..

znew left a note @21:13

hmm.. finally wore my hc uniform again after sooo long.. the last time i wore it was more than a year ago.. when i crashed the senior-meet-junior session with ml and ame they all.. hahaha.. come to think of it.. it's been sooo long.. suddenly feel old to hear them say 06.. i was from 03.. oh mine oh mine.. argh..

hmm.. it's nice to wear uniform again.. although it feels odd.. after being in home clothes for so long.. which are usually more fitting.. the baggy uniform feels different.. love pulling the drawstring.. love folding the top inwards.. hahaha.. even though it was unmatchin with our hair that are brown.. argh.. haha.. yes.. other than that.. we looked totally like a student! hahaha.. one of the teachers actually talked to us.. asking why is our hair brown? is it all coz of campfire.. she thought we were still jc students.. oh manz.. hahaha.. hmmm...

hmm.. hc still feels the same to me.. the steps.. every tiles.. even the benches.. there's a camera above 65 class bench now.. how sad.. we can no longer play bridge without getting caught.. and there's a cafe in student lounge! hc has changed in some ways indeed.. more new staffs.. no more s6, s7 faculties or such.. only anthena, aries, apollo and whatever the last one is.. ya.. i know this was around since last yr.. still liked it when it was s6 s7 such.. with new names.. i think the classes may not even remember which faculty they belong to..

hmm.. din sing all the songs.. haha.. the crowd was so crazy doing trains! irritating.. singing means sing can.. not run around crashing into people.. i love those days when the class sings in a circle.. and everybody be high together.. then was mass-dances.. haha.. cant really remember.. so was just following the councillors.. haha.. nonetheless.. it was fun..

-inner hand.. outer hand.. inner outer hand.. pull-

hmm.. talked to chow.. loo.. june tay.. hahaha.. met cai.. and some other juniors.. haha.. yar.. shocked to see weiren..

hmm.. haha.. ended up sooo thirsty after everything.. went to grab drinks from sixth avenue 7-11.. before joining the great-grand juniors at chs clock tower.. where they played really lame games.. was star-gazing on the steps.. the steps remind me of my pt days.. i miss competitive judo.. yet i think i can no longer take the training anymore.. haha.. irony..

hmm.. headed to kap mac.. another place where we always hang out in the past as well.. the place is nicely decorated now.. love it.. a pity that is not 24hrs.. hmm.. really rotted very long at the place.. phyllis, junyang and bernard provided really good entertainment with those gay pics.. and other fake intimate pictures.. hahaha.. lq sent dt and me back.. thank you..

oh.. dt.. thanks for the glass.. =]

hmm.. although it's friday the 13th.. i m quite lucky today! at least i din fall.. though i almost fell again.. almost tripped over some stopper in chs car park.. hahaha..

hmm.. it was an eventful day..

hmm.. woke up early coz mum called to ask me to hang out the clothes.. coz the sun was out.. then head back to bed for abt an hour.. before waking up again for good.. hmm.. had breakfast n peeled prawns.. then ironed my uniform.. haha.. i missed the feeling soo much.. showered anc head to town to run errand.. before dropping off to look for bday bear at og orchard again.. new arrivals.. it's soo annoying.. i saw so many of my bday bears there.. abt 3 boxes? haa.. then i saw smth unique.. some 5stars bear.. just bought it.. dun care.. haha.. then meet alvin to get the pair of havaianas which he is getting on his friend's behalf..

hmm.. had dinner at coro's cosy corner with dt.. hahaha.. finally ate the oyaku-don i always wanted to eat.. i dun see it elsewhere.. the one at sakae sux to the core.. haha.. i miss coro as well..

hmm.. and oh.. we were talking about how good island creamery is.. hahaha.. i shall go there and eat it again another day.. bukit timah is filled with good food.. =]

hahaha.. today is a good day.. not friday the 13th.. =]

hmm.. just that my legs are tired.. from all the walking.. i realised i covered almost whole of town.. except ps..

=]

hmm.. oh.. the campus superstar guy sang.. he definitely sounds like a girl..

znew left a note @03:05

Friday, January 13

hmm.. today was sure tiring.. woke up this morning thinkin if it is possible for me to go school later.. but the thought of thursday spurred me up.. had lab which ended early.. hmm.. went shopping at popular and seiyu@ny audi.. haiz.. attended maths that i dun understand yet again.. this is bad.. life cant goes on like that.. hmm.. went to nap below lt1a before attending mat sci lect.. argh.. then it was rushing over to mlt for marketing lect.. it wasnt too bad.. saw alot more familiar faces than engin lectures.. haha.. hmm.. the lecturer was quite interesting.. given the comfortable seat.. and bright lighting with lotsa blanks to fill.. we din fall asleep.. hahaha.. finally.. the day ended!

hmm.. met wilfred at the bus stop while waiting for cab out to jurong point.. waited for soo long.. and then.. it took the ultra long way out of ntu.. ended up touring ntu and paying $8 for the cab fare.. the most expensive ride out to jp ever.. ate waffle and left for home..

hmm.. tired.. haiz..

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Thursday, January 12

hmm.. shagged.. very.. what a tiring day.. how am i going to survive the rest of the semester? argh.. save me.. 4days of 830 is no joke.. squeezing with the crowd.. how i miss those days when i stay in hall.. waking up at 730 and not reachin outram at 730.. hmm.. perhaps i shall wake up slightly later now.. haha.. better not be late.. tomorrow's lab.. hmm.. haiz..

hmm.. lyrics was okie.. not as fun.. but it's interesting.. one single line can means so much.. and those who took it looked as if they took clit/lep before.. they seemed to know what is the next line whenever liang wen fu said a sentence.. oh mine.. hmm.. so the content is 29 lyrics.. haa.. and that is the context of the exam as well.. i know nuts about the format.. only know i go lessons to write notes in chinese.. and listen to some really old songs that i would never hear them again elsewhere.. hahaha.. it's interesting to note what the writers have to say in their songs.. and xing yao actually means.. singapore nian qing ren de ge yao.. hahaha.. hmm.. quite a few pop songs.. i have.. fen shou kuai le, ye zi, ti tian, xue ren, ta bu ai wo.. and such.. haha.. 3hours of lecture.. every week..

hmm.. 4hrs break is no joke now.. perhaps i shall do some constructive things.. like going hall to rest with si perhaps.. hahaha.. and recuperate enough for chi lyrics..

tomorrow is yet another tiring day.. oh manz.. 0830-1830 again! i cant believe i m spending more than 10hours in school.. argh.. this is utter madness.. lab is probably the most taxing lesson tomorrow.. haha.. after that will be 2hrs break.. maths lect.. smth i wouldnt even understand.. gotta catch up this weekend.. and break again.. followed by mat sci lect.. this is not that bad.. haha.. then straightaway.. we have to rush from lt1a to mlt.. for marketin lect.. what the.. oh manz.. i better not fall tomorrow.. i hope..

hmm.. time to sleep.. friday will be good.. with shopping.. and campfire.. hahaha.. yes! hc school uniform.. how i miss those days as well.. argh.. lalalala.. cant wait.. outer hand.. inner hand.. outer inner hand.. left jerk.. right jerk.. blah.. blah blah.. i think we're all sooo crazy.. =]

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Wednesday, January 11

hmm.. had dinner with hi5.. coz seng is enlisting tmr.. haa.. we were crapping over ajisen ramen.. haha.. like how we are all gonna be in our 20s.. hmm.. we first knew each other more than 10 years ago.. oh my gosh! soo fast.. zoomed.. and in another 10yrs' time.. we'll be in our 30s.. by then.. most probably we would have received lotsa red bombs.. given away lots of money to our friends.. seen lots of babies.. hahaha.. hopefully.. married.. and has a stable income.. with a car and a roof over our heads.. of course.. still keep in contact.. hmm.. it's a wonder how we managed to keep in contact all these while.. think we have only gort really active these few years.. perhaps we have grown older and wished the inner side of us will never go away..

hmm.. by the end of the year.. siang will be enlisting.. ed will finish his term.. oh manz.. everything is like flying past me.. and i will be 21!! oh mine.. the thought of turning 21 really disgust me.. argh.. i wanna remain at 19-20 forever.. hahaha.. if not.. 20-21.. hmm.. mission impossible that is..

hmm.. shopped around.. realised.. they are things for me to buy.. haha.. yes.. will go shopping on friday! hmm..

bid farewell to him.. haa.. 21jan.. dude.. we'll wait for you.. =]

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Monday, January 9

hmm.. day 1 of week 2.. what a way to begin the day.. i fell down the escalator! haha.. u must be wondering how the hell i did that.. hmm.. i was walking down the escalator into the farrer park station.. then.. i lost my balance and fell.. rolled 4 steps.. haha.. blooody pain! yah.. i had my jacket.. but still cut myself.. my jacket was perfectly fine though.. 2 long stripes on my forearm.. and my ankles.. as well as knees.. already tried to minimise injuries by falling to my right.. still.. cant avoid it..

haiz.. hmm.. ended up missing the train as i go to the toilet to wash the wounds.. all the while.. was thinking if i should still go school.. the main purpose for me to go school is to get those notes printed.. yah.. went school in the end.. reached boonlay only to find myself stucked in the longest queue ever i have seen at the interchange.. hmm.. 20mins late for lect that i din even listen.. eventually read through it have a rough idea what the lecturer was talking about.. phy lect wasnt much better.. it was spent surfing the web for birkie and changing index.. haha.. sheesh.. this is not a good start.. buck up!

hmm.. it's good to see everyone again after the long weekend.. went to photocopy the notes..and to college of engin to settle some stuffs.. missed maths lect.. soo cold..

hmm.. passed cheryl her bday gift.. ate lunch.. back home.. gort nagged for the fall.. haha.. i just realised.. i juz purchased an accident insurance on saturday.. and i met with an 'accident' today.. hahaha.. such a coincidence.. haa..

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Sunday, January 8

hmm.. another day gone.. another day closer to tutorial days..

hmm.. changed my timetable.. almost completely.. yepz.. now weiling and i share the same timetable.. safe for our pe.. we are in the same tutorial groups for all subs.. hope i can concentrate and not get distracted in class coz there's a good fren inside.. haa.. i think i will..

hmm.. even more determined to achieve better grades this sem.. if not.. maintain them at least.. i hope it's achievable..

hmm.. just realised minoring would mean overloading myself at some semesters.. oh.. hope i m prepared for it..

hmm.. did practically nothing today.. woke up early to change index.. then helped my mum with cutting up the materials.. then spring-cleaned the living room.. was soo tired that i went to sleep after taking a bath.. hmm.. was sleeping soundly before the insurance person came.. purchased an accident insurance.. and went back to sleep.. then was woken up again.. to go my uncle's place.. my new cousin is 1-mth old.. heng sia.. i wasnt the one driving.. there was a jam on pie.. and it was really bad.. and since we were given wrong directions.. we drove our way up coz we were doubtful about those instructions given.. luckily we found the place.. haha.. swiftly.. and i realised.. new parking lots are tiny.. the car cant even be contained within the lot.. haha..

hmm.. my cousin is so small.. haha.. loves seeing small kids running around.. they never fail to amuse grown-ups.. one of my cousins.. javier.. he was greedy.. he came to the table with food and told me.. he wants to have this and that as takeaways.. haha.. then he scooped for himself 2 cups of longan.. and happily walked away drinking them.. haha.. and when my uncle took out a bottle of coke.. he ran over and said he wants to take that home.. hahahaha..

hmm.. talked to my aunties and uncles for awhile.. apparently.. they all dont know where i m studying even though 1 semester has passed.. haha.. left the place at 8+.. and mum drove home..

hmm.. came online and chatted awhile.. haha.. asked my sis to give me her study table.. din know she will agree to it so swiftly.. so we were arranging the desk.. and making it neater and more conducive for studying.. finally managed to get it done and chat properly.. awhile later.. asked to run errands again.. so i went off..

hmm.. went 4 places in total.. toa payoh lor 1.. geylang bahru.. lavender.. then holiday inn parkview.. haha.. what long distance.. then did parking.. oh no.. it could have been much faster.. but i misunderstood my dad's gestures.. i thought he meant too narrow.. so i turned out and redo.. only to realise that he meant my car is crooked.. the front is too wide and the back too narrow.. hahaha.. it's not too bad..

hmm.. alvin pierced his ear.. hmm.. haa.. ya.. like what his sis said.. his ear lobe is small.. hmm.. but seriously.. that cant be helped.. it's natural.. it's not bad.. reallie..

hmm.. tmr is yet another day.. mon starts school.. sian sia..

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Friday, January 6

hmm.. another rainy day.. this entry shall not be me chanting away what i did today..

hmm.. school is really gonna start next week.. no more holidays.. i realise how time will fly after this weekend.. bloody fast.. soon it will be february.. then it will be march when i should start studying for exam.. after that will be exams in april.. wow.. that is the end of the sem.. how freaking fast..

hmm.. i seems to be tired everyday.. i need to get used to waking up at 063o feeling fresh..

hmm.. how i wish those days in sem1 never did go away.. how i wish we were all still in the same tut class.. suddenly.. it seems that there is alot to take note of.. alot of things to remember.. i can no longer rely on others..

hmm.. realised.. 缘分来时..你挡也挡不住..

hmm.. gotta print timetables to match common breaks.. my to-do list is expanding like nobody's business..

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hmm.. din blog yestetday..

hmm.. went school.. intended to attend 3 lects.. gave up after one.. went to buy mat sci notes and photocopy some others.. oli, mich and wei went back to attend phy lect.. i went to join si and tian at judo booth instead..

hmm.. they came after lect.. to watch cheerleading peformance.. the girl was so scared.. i dun think it was reallie impressive.. perhaps coz i watched vj's before..

hmm.. more people signed up for the workshop.. hmm.. irritating cheerleaders.. kept stepping on our mats.. can they show some respect please.. dun reallie like them anyway.. coz.. they are like so act cool.. yes.. ACT.. si and i slept on the mats.. hmm.. tian and i rotted there.. hmm.. decided to close the booth early.. and went hall with her.. to pass the lamp and notes to alvin..

hmm.. so tian n i went to visit alvin and his roomie[edwin].. talked crap for about an hour.. it's amazing how we managed to find things to talk about.. hahaha.. we were trying to reach a price for the fridge and table.. haa.. we never did..

hmm.. brought a whole bag of free goodie bags stuffs down.. the walkway was flooded.. met weiling's fren.. xiaojuan and bf.. hmm.. haiz.. was so tired..

hmm.. came home.. haiz.. what did i do? i dunnoe.. forgot.. oh.. was arranging timetable.. and thinking if i should take up minor n such..

hmm.. enough for wed..

hmm.. woke up damn early this morning to drive my brother to school.. and mum to 2 markets.. went to walk around with her.. oh manz.. i was so tired n full after breakfast.. parking sucks with grandis.. haa.. kiddingz.. just tedious.. came home to check my electives.. ntu lied.. i cant even see.. so went to sleep.. haa.. miraculously woke up at 1215 to do add/drop.. bloody.. system was so busy.. overloaded.. dropped my spanish.. and added marketing.. worst is.. i added it as pe instead of ue.. so had to drop it and add it again as ue.. i think there's a better way of doing it rather than risking like i did.. haa.. but heck.. as long as i m done.. hmm.. ended up in the same seminar class as weiling and alvin.. finally.. one that i see familiar faces.. but.. if 00946 has any vacancy.. i will join that.. with that.. my tue will end at 1230.. instead of 1800..

hmm.. met oli, weiling and alvin to buy presents for des and mich.. the havaianas at heeren doesnt have much choices for des.. given his size.. so we left to look for more in city link mall.. bought one from flash n splash instead.. and mich's from havaianas.. met my sis in both shops coincidentally.. and meet mich after that.. for a walk around marina sq in search of a place for dinner.. carl's jr.. talked over dinner.. which was early.. were talking about uniforms.. hahaha.. how i missed those days when i dun have to think of what to wear to school every morning when i wake up.. how i missed pulling the string.. folding the top inward.. haiz.. i miss hwachong..

hmm.. went town after dinner.. to go adidas originals.. ended up alvin din like the adidas running jacket.. haha.. i like my goofy one.. hee..

hmm.. oh.. we gave mich a surprise before goin into adidas originals.. haha.. hope it fits her..

hmm.. went far east to walk around before mich meets her fren.. hmm.. then oli n wei left for home.. while alvin n i went to bugis guan yin ma.. it was closed.. at 1800... hmm.. so walked to labyrinth as he needs to get smth from there.. ended up the person is not there.. so walked to lil india mrt and then home..

hmm.. my legs are tired from today.. perhaps coz i did squatting while carrying si yesterday.. hmm.. haha.. so silly of me to do that..

hmm.. came home.. went online.. and saw it on cheryl's blog that she wants a pair of white havaianas.. haha.. heng sia.. i bought her a pair of white one.. the brazillian one.. coz shawn has the exact same pair as me.. so i thought.. instead of buying her a plain whiteone.. get her the plain brazillian white one.. haa.. hee..

hmm.. sian.. haha..

hmm.. thinkin of goin to the new mall in bugis tmr..

hmm.. i wanna start driving the grandis out.. before i do that.. i have to practise my parking..

byee..

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Wednesday, January 4

hmm.. sian.. that's all i have to say for first day of school.. went school for.. 4hours of useless lectures.. first was physics.. it was on kinematics in 2d.. hmm.. followed by material science.. which talked about bohr atom, spdf and such.. which we have already studied in quantum n chem.. then came the ever so boring life science.. that indian was talking so slowly that.. i m afraid i will fall asleep just listening to him..

hmm.. ended up joking.. laughing and chatting our time away in the lt.. gosh.. we have made lots of noise once again on the first day of school.. hahaha.. i wish those days will never go away..

hmm.. performed at the stage in canteen a today.. hmm.. the canteen was crowded.. but there wasnt much crowd near the stage.. si and i were soo gan jiong before that.. coz we were very nervous.. haha.. so we were planning what to do damn last minute.. yes.. all we did was saying what throws we're gonna do.. in no order..

hmm.. the next moment.. we find ourselves on the stage.. and.. we started off with our usual randori screams and shouts.. hmm.. and then.. it was alternate throwing on the noisy stage.. there wasnt any music when we were playing.. which made it even worse.. coz all they hear is our shouts and slams.. haha.. very quickly.. it was over..

hmm.. next up was tian and zhaoyang.. wow.. they were loud.. or maybe we were that loud as well.. they din shout or such.. haha.. only the 2 of us there kept on cheering for them to make it sound good.. haha.. the expressions on the crowd were hilarious.. hahaha.. si and i cant stop laughing.. hahahaha..

hmm.. overall.. the performance din turn out too bad.. haha.. but the aftermath was terrible.. we were so worn out.. so shagged.. then just moved the mats and din do much.. started slacking around on the mats.. haha.. till.. wow.. 3+.. hmm.. before the sports club ppl came to ask us to clear up..

hmm.. weiling, olivia, michelle and alvin stayed to watch the impromptu performance.. haiz.. haa.. think we scared the hell out of them.. haha..

byee for now.. school again tmr.. and that's it.. no more for the week..

not to mention the judo booth again..

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Monday, January 2

hmm.. drove to hall this afternoon to fetch my notes.. pillows.. and what not back.. din drive very fast.. was abt 70+ 80 only.. haha.. still.. driving to and fro school is a breeze.. compared to taking public transport.. took about 20mins to reach my hall.. the oh-so-familiar place.. hmm.. i know i m gonna miss blasting my mp3s.. miss having my own table.. miss waking up late for lessons and still be able to make it.. miss eating yucky food in canteen 11.. miss cooking my own dinner.. miss all those after dinner talks i had with tian.. hmm.. haha.. bidding goodbye to all these..

hmm.. in return.. i get to study in the comfort of home.. with warmly cooked dinner waiting for me.. with tv awaiting to serve me.. what more can i ask for?

hmm.. the room is dusty.. oh manz.. er xin..

hmm.. tired..

hmm.. supposed to go amk for crab.. but.. the place was freaking crowded.. have to wait for at least an hour before we would be served.. so we gave up and went toa payoh instead.. hmm.. haiz..

hmm.. watched campus superstar.. hahahaha.. f5 is the shuai-est..

hmm.. school is starting tomorow.. and.. i m not ready yet.. my pencil box is unpacked.. my notes not printed fully.. my bag.. hasnt even decided which to bring.. haha.. and my gi.. white polo tee.. whatever shit..

hmm.. sian sia..

hmm.. how swiftly holiday past.. haha.. i have done.. practically nothing i wanted to do.. hmm..

how sian.. byebye..

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Sunday, January 1

hmm.. my first entry in 2006.. wow..

hmm.. did several things on the last day of 2005.. stayed home for the day.. was helping my parents and running errand to town with my sis.. only went out at about 2000.. went novena sq's cold storage.. met daniel ong with jamie teo in the car park.. nice bmw3series 2-door he has.. wow.. hmm.. had a hell lots of fun shopping for our dinner.. drooling over the different ice cream they have to offer.. ben&jerry! wanted to buy one.. haha.. but coz we have to wait for the freshly roasted chicken.. we put it back.. and never remembered to take it again.. 2 pizzas.. 1 pack of garlic bread.. 1 honey chicken.. 6 cans of san miguel.. 1 bottle of white grape sparklin juice.. 1 bottle of champagne.. 2 packs of titbits.. that should be all.. i think so.. hmm.. went siang's place to eat..

hmm.. dt came with jeremy.. brought them up to my house.. then lq came with lenith.. with a choc cheesecake from hilton hotel! hahaha.. rich and creamy.. soo much that i dun want another helping.. =] arranged to watch fireworks with hi5.. drove out to watch fireworks at stadium waterfront.. not much crowd..

hmm.. the fireworks were nice.. just no cheers or ambience.. the place is quiet with people.. haha.. what a description.. hmm.. yah.. popped the disgusting champagne in the car park.. never liked alcoholic drinks.. went geylang for tau huay.. jeremy did the parallel parking successfully.. yea.. haha.. hmm.. was soo full after tau huay.. they left in lq's car.. while i met hi5 for their so-called geylang excursion..

hmm.. after sending jinfeng home.. i took over the wheels.. nearly langa.. oh manz.. the thought of it freaks me out.. think i scared the whole hell out of the 3 of them.. sent seng home.. then continued driving home.. it was 2plus in the morning..

tired.. but still went online to play some lame games..

still very shagged now though i slept till 12.. was cleaning the kitchen..

i m just soo tired on the 1st day of 2006..

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