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Saturday, December 31

Reflections for year 2005..

Hmm.. so fast.. the year is coming to an end.. it’s the last day of the year..

Hmm.. with less than 24 hours to before I bid farewell to 2005.. it’s time for me to do some reflections..

Hmm.. this is certainly an eventful year.. I shall do it in chronological order..

January-I had my first job.. in a law firm at raffles place.. quit after 3 weeks.. and slacked for 1+ mth.. hahaha.. life is good slacking.. minus the part being broke.. learnt how the legal firms work.. how serious and formal they are in their letters.. every single detail.. and how thick those documents are.. and how many copies to be made.. how to make correspondences.. which to fax.. which to dispatch.. which to be delivered.. and which are to be sent as registered mails.. and how to fill in those forms.. how to operate the photocopier.. how to eat during the busy lunch hour.. how to make new friends at work.. how not to offend the boss.. haha.. as if.. the piles of paper files put me off.. seriously.. the people are under constant stress..

February-chinese new year.. saw live fireworks in msia.. a freaking long session.. and it was on everyday.. on the eve.. there was like an hour of it.. haha.. and u have to keep on turning coz it sprouts from all around you as they are put up by different households.. nonetheless.. it was a great experience.. not to mention it went up right in front of you.. into the sky.. to think I wanted to get one for cny 2006.. but since I wont be going back to msia for cny.. I will have to wait till 2007.. haha..

March-finally decided to work again.. but after the release of a level results.. not too satisfied.. but considering what kind of results I have been getting in hwachong.. I think it’s not too bad.. improved a lot.. hahaha.. hmm.. I went to check out what physio and occupational therapist do.. and decided that.. that’s not what I want to do in the future.. soo.. even though I was accepted by nyp for ot.. I declined the offer.. went to work in the hospital where I had my observation.. hmm.. it was supposed to be a temporary assignment.. like 3days.. then it became 1 week.. then 2 weeks.. then a month.. then it continued till the day I want to resign.. last day was mid june.. I realized I cant work for long.. met new friends at the hospital..

April-another month at work.. had my interview for tcm at ntu.. tian came back from Beijing.. went nus open house with si and ntu with tian and wini.. hmm.. bought my first mascara ever.. haha.. and bought si’s hers.. and gort my eyelash curler.. and.. glitter mascara for free.. hmm.. si had to work at another place.. higher pay.. weird hours.. with lousier duties..

May-work and work and work.. slogged my time away..

June-hahaha.. soo happy that I dun have to work everyday.. coz I quitted in mid june.. to enjoy the life I want to.. it’s actually to concentrate on driving.. hmm.. haha..
July-had my driving test.. failed.. haha.. went to watch national schs indi on the same day.. proud of their achievements.. hmm.. went msia.. ate lots of tropical fruits.. like durians.. rambutans.. pu tou shan.. came back for team events and finals.. yea.. almost almost has a grand slam this year.. save for b boys.. we won all.. hmm.. the girls had put up a brilliant performance.. 5-0 in all 3 divisions.. hmm.. 一雪前耻.. school started at the end of the month.. din make any friend in the first week.. and pon and slept in lects like nobody’s business.. haa.. furnished my hall room with table.. food.. a rack.. rag.. and lots more..

August-met my tutorial group for the first time.. the first thought was.. mich is hot..[she still is..].. oli is an independent girl.. weiling is someone who doesn’t go out often.. Alvin the diong.. hmm.. I m sorrie.. but.. I used to relate desmond and eeseng together.. naming desmond is the whiter one.. hahaha.. hmm.. okie.. izzahaa.. [however u spell that] as pizza hut.. hmm.. I m evil.. but that’s all first impressions.. hmm.. watched fireworks display at stadium waterfront.. stupidly joined ntu judo.. and started slacking my time away in the activity room on mon evening.. gort to know my tut mates better.. celebrated alvin’s bday with a slice of tiramisu cake and stares at café by the quad.. annual judo grad night.. went si’s place after that.. in daphne’s car..

September-mid sem break.. how fast.. I was 1/16 through my uni life.. and ¾ of the year zoomed past me.. that was when I realized exams aren’t far but cant be bothered about it.. failed my driving for the 2nd time.. wow.. fell in love with full house..

October-beginning to enjoy hall life.. fell in love with 恶作剧之吻.. fell in love with preparing my hall dinner.. bought a fridge.. feeling more at home in hall.. making it more cosy.. had a reallie good bday.. how cool is it to jump from places to places on my bday.. and a surprise from liquan, ditong, si and tian.. a tremendous present from hi^5.. with a few days to my first paper.. I couldn’t be bothered.. and continued my celebrations.. how horrible that was.. fell in love with jurong point’s prima deli’s waffle..

November-once it starts.. it wont stop.. that was what happened for my papers.. camped in hall for a whole 12days.. proud of myself for that.. thanks to all those who made the stay in hall a wonderful one.. I was officially not a resident of hall 11 with effect from 22november.. my worse feelings for exams ever.. never in my life do I feel so unprepared for exams.. gort to know my tut mates even better by then.. never thought we could hang out oh so often.. my lappie crashed too.. haiz.. all were gone with the hard disk.. sea games.. sent pui off.. know of new place to hang out.. opening of balcony at heeren also..

December-the month that I did practically nothing.. but slacking.. shopping.. eating.. driving.. finally passed my driving on 3rd attempt.. cycled at east coast park.. miss the beach.. went sentosa.. sun burnt.. 65 class gathering at chow’s place.. met up with Cheryl.. finally.. hmm.. elimination.. hmm.. drove.. gort my exam results.. it was so-so.. ktv with tian and si.. finally.. mini judo gathering on xmas eve at daphne’s place.. won money on mahjong table for the first time.. my first ever xmas present from my present.. a huge one.. thanks..

That’s all for the emotionless portion..
时光飞逝.. 这一年在我的生命里设立了一个新的旅程碑.. 这遥远的西边仿佛也有自己独特的色彩..

这一年..有起..相对的也有落..有悲伤..有泪水..也有笑容.. 很庆幸能认识一群新朋友..他们为我的人生增添更多的色彩..

random thoughts..

有时候..当你很快地对一个人产生特殊情感时..也许你并没有喜欢上他..而是被他的细心所感动..

有时候..如果一段恋情没有很好的结局..那不是任何一方的错..而是两个对的人..在错的时候..爱了一回..

有时候..当你认为他就是你生命中的那一个时..请把握良机..再拖下去也许会一事无成..只能做普通朋友..就连美丽回忆都没有..

有时候..女人该学会如何软弱些..男生才会蜂拥过来保护你..坚强的女生常让男生不敢追求..男人是肤浅和极度自大的动物..他们非要比你强不可..

暧昧的确让人受尽委屈..那若有似无的情感..忽冷忽热的态度..时远时近的距离很恼人..

海鸟跟鱼相爱..只是一场意外..两个不同世界的人要在一起..只会让彼此留下悲痛的回忆..因为勉强是没有幸福的..

我也想要学会自我催眠..这样痛却会少一些..也许是潜意识在作祟..想你想到失眠..

茫茫碌碌过了一天后..停下脚步..歇息些..再仔细想想..你快乐吗?你觉得你生活充实吗?往往..我们只顾着把自己搞得团团转..却忽略了内心的感受..

常言道..休息是为了走更长远的路..我们何时有真正好好休息呢?

突然想起小枫在爱情合约里的一句话..“我好想好想谈恋爱..”

还有阿ken的那段深情到不可以的台词..如果你是风..那我要化为沙子..这样..风吹啊吹啊..沙子和风就能在一起了..

又傻又笨的女生似乎比较吃香..

以上所说 纯属个人胡言乱语 如有雷同 非同巧合

aza aza fighting!

znew left a note @02:46

Friday, December 30

hmm.. watched forest gump on vcd today.. yea.. most of you would say.. 'finally..' haha.. hmm.. it's a nice one.. reallie.. how forest gump managed to be successful in whatever he was doing.. all coz he is serious.. hmm.. and i wonder if jenny really loves him right from the start.. hmm.. and if her return to forest was coz she knew she was ill? and would die? so she went back to look for forest.. and i wonder.. if the child really belongs to forest gump.. mm..

hmm.. gonna watch life is beautiful tomorrow.. haha.. and narnia.. kingkong..

hmm.. went town today.. din plan to go out till lq asked me out.. she doesnt wanna go home early.. so asked me to go down town.. haha.. hmm.. shopped a lil.. buying nothing.. i saw a nice top in guess.. i like.. soo pretty.. especially the print.. but i wont buy.. expensive.. hmm.. haiz.. there's a need to buy clothes and accessories.. but there's nothing to buy..

hmm.. need to get a pair of shades.. and.. a pair of canvas.. haha.. but god knows where i will get them from..

i want to drive badly.. my parents' car though..

time really flies.. the year is reallie comin to an end.. how freaking fast..

znew left a note @02:00

Wednesday, December 28

hmm.. a few more days to the end of 2005.. how time flies.. hmm.. to think last year.. i was still paying $0.50 for my mrt rides.. hahaha..

hmm.. now.. i top up my ezlink like nothing.. $20 by $20.. hmm..

hmm.. my new year resolutions.. i must must must.. follow them..

-to lose some weight..
-to save more money.. about 50% of my allowance maybe?
-travel to: london, taiwan, bangkok, redang..
-meet up with friends whom i dont see everyday..
-be more filial to my parents..
-be nicer to my siblings.. by fetching them around if the need arises..
-watch more fireworks..
-take up tuition assignments to earn money for my travel & petrol fund..
-gather more donations to wenz' driving fund..
-msn less..
-study more..
-eat less fried food..
-drink more water..
-be more diligent in applying doctor's prescribed lotions..
-exercise more..
-slack less during trainings..
-go more ny trainings..
-watch nat schs..
-spend less on food..
-shop more efficiently: buy stuffs i will wear more often..
-bags.. haha.. limited ones of course.. so that it wont become uniform..
-more to come.. later in time..

znew left a note @20:14

hmm.. spent yet another day at home.. it feels good to do nothing.. but lazing around.. haha..

hmm.. taught alvin how to use adobe photoshop.. that's about the most meaningful thing i have done today.. what a boring day..

hmm.. tian came to pass me the tape to convert into dvd.. i realised.. i dunnoe where the hell the cable is.. and.. do i have the cable in the first place..

hmm.. just realised.. a number of people had visited my humble flat for the past 2 weeks.. wow.. haha.. wl..dt..ame..cl..es..ed..seng..jon..jinfeng..alvin.. wow.. haha.. really alot.. not even incl my sis's friends.. and tian came downstairs.. hahaha..

hmm.. i m soo bored.. oh so bored.. i feel like climbing..

once again..

i love my parents.. hahaha..

znew left a note @02:23

Monday, December 26

hmm.. made a wasted trip down to holland v.. haha.. wanted to have dinner there.. in the end.. we went to upper thomson to eat crab!!! argh.. soo nice.. hahaha.. i wanna apologise to bobby.. sorrie.. i hurt u.. haa.. i think i m crazy..

hmm.. came home to play a lil of mahjong.. indeed a lil.. only 1/4 round.. hmm.. hahaha.. we did a lame production.. hi5 is a crazy bunch.. hahahaha..

hmm.. tired.. hahaha.. so din tong3 overnight.. they left at about 3am.. haa.. i was too tired to do anything.. washed up and slept almost immediately after they left the place.. been sleeping too lil with too many activities.. and parents n bros are backed.. hahaha.. yepz..

hmm.. woke up.. they came back.. had m'sian breakfast.. then.. we went ubi.. hmm.. saw toyota yaris.. sooooooo small.. oh my gosh.. the BOOT.. can accomodate about.. 3 duffers.. hahaha.. that's how minute.. haha.. hmm.. but the interior is really nice.. beautiful.. expensive compared to the rest.. although it's about the same price as nissan march.. $57,888...

hmm.. went with mum to chinatown to get her stuffs done.. yea.. i can drive to sch during cny period.. haha.. they said soo.. they promised me already.. yes.. finally.. i can drive the grandis to somewhere i want to.. not to run errand..

hmm.. enough said.. i m tired again.. feasted too much these few days.. need to detoxify.. hahahaha.. i m soo gross..

znew left a note @16:42

Sunday, December 25


hmm.. back from daphne's place.. haha.. had a really nice and sumptous dinner at her humble condo.. oh my.. her room is nice.. argh.. yes.. the view from her room is really nice.. i love the 'love' sticker.. see that pic..

hmm.. i realised.. for the past 3 entries.. including this.. i have started all with.. 'hmm.. back from.. 's place..'.. wow..

hmm.. played mahjong with dt, long and ame.. hahaha.. played 2 rounds.. and won 20+.. ame won 30+.. haha.. long was the santa claus this xmas.. haha.. hmm.. i love playing mahjong.. coz we were soo engrossed in it.. i told daphne i will be going late.. haha.. and indeed.. we only finished at 7.. which was supposed to be the meeting time.. hahaha..

hmm.. what did we eat for dinner.. ikea meatballs.. salad.. mushrooms by her grandma.. whipped potato.. chunky.. kebab.. seaweed chickens.. and of course.. popiahs! haha.. hope i din miss any out.. hmm.. the food were really nice.. given they had prepared their own sauces.. for whipped potato and salad..

hmm.. i m tired..

hmm.. her condo's pool is nice.. we took a walk in the condo.. and.. saw alot of nice apartments.. some bali resort style.. and one with a tv even bigger than daphne's.. hahaha..

hmm.. we had our xmas xchange gift.. which cost $5.. haha.. $5 is a challenge.. yepz.. coz u cant do alot of things with $5.. but yet.. u have to get something decent.. hahaha.. we have decided to keep it at $5.. yepz.. to see how creative we can be.. hahaha..

hmm.. watched half of monster-in-law with daphne's cool 50" plasma and home theatre system... haa.. but it was soo boring.. so we switched it to white chicks.. hmm.. i was too tired to finish it.. soo.. slept after abt 20mins? hmm..

hmm.. still sooo tired after sleeping... woke up to enjoy good food again.. her grandma cooked mushroom noodles.. it's even nicer than most of the wanton mee stalls outside.. coz her grandma used to sell them.. wow.. soo xingfu.. haha.. hmm.. nua3 in the house before deciding to leave for desserts at anchorpoint.. hahaha.. we took lots of pics in her room and at the pool before leaving.. with our 'bouncers cum slaves cum photographers'..

hmm.. tired tired tired..

hmm.. gonna sleep for 1.5hrs before leaving the house again.. byebye..

znew left a note @16:38

Saturday, December 24

hmm.. back from 65 gathering at chow's place..

hmm.. still the same old chow chow we know.. as chowdish as ever.. still dont know how he managed to play with us every time we meet up.. haha.. his parents must be thinking.. why is my son mixing with a group of youngsters.. hmm.. hahaha.. he said he's writing a book now.. physics textbook.. haha.. yah.. writing along the line of serway.. with half the amount of words he used.. he's damn funny.. he asked each of us to write a comment to include behind the book.. 'the best physics textbook ever..'.. hahaha.. of course we din..

hmm.. it's nice catchin up with these people after a long time.. but i realised.. we are very segregated.. hmm.. the guys were sitting around the table.. talking about ns stuffs all night long.. and the girls.. uni.. tv.. gossips.. everything under the sun.. hahaha.. it's onli when we laughed about zy then there is unanimous laughter, cheer and giggles.. hmm.. haha.. but it's fun..

hmm.. played mahjong again.. haha.. cant win for nuts.. the tiles are too 'good'.. hm.. hahaha.. but nvm..

hmm.. weili pangseh us again.. as usual..

hmm.. huimin has reallie changed alot.. and.. yihui a lil as well..

hmm.. wow.. haha.. we were crazy to leave his place at about 12.. after all the public transport almost ended.. and.. we had to call our frens or parents to fetch us.. hmm.. and.. these people gort lost in this ulu part of the island.. it's seriously a jungle.. a true forest! haha.. meilin's fren used about 1.5hrs to find the mrt station.. not even the condo.. hahaha.. her fren were waiting at marsiling mrt.. to realise later that they were at the wrong station.. that was funny.. really.. hahaha.. and jon overshot and went to ntu instead.. soo he had to make a turn back.. thanks to him.. if not.. i dunnoe how much i'd have spent on cab fare.. and he sent dt, lq and xy home too.. phew.. thanks hunk!

hmm.. i miss jc life.. i miss 03s65.. i wonder when would the whole class ever gather again..

znew left a note @02:44

Friday, December 23

hmm.. back from kenneth's uncle's wake.. hmm.. it seems more like a gathering for hi5.. we were catching up with each other.. and with auntie[his mum].. hmm.. hmm.. then we played mahjong on a round table.. haha.. yepz.. with mahjong papers though.. hmm.. no money involved.. haha.. peanuts occasionally were brought into the picture.. haha.. hmm.. his cousin is cute.. really.. haha.. he knows a lil of mahjong.. and was hyper just now.. he sang several songs for us.. to think i was so silly to play along with him.. hmm.. we ended the game early as we were tired..

hmm.. i drove them there.. with jon's vehicle.. haha.. it feels weird to drive his vehicle now.. coz.. i realised.. the chair is too high.. i need to tip toe for the clutch.. and.. haha.. the side mirrors were adjusted to the maximum[inwards].. oh manz.. hahaha.. but it was quite okie.. perhaps coz i m not familiar with his gears.. soo.. not a very smooth ride..

hmm.. drove them back.. haha.. but ee had his go behind the wheels out of the carparks.. hmm.. before we swopped.. hmm.. seng brought us a bamboo stick each from myanmar.. and.. liquor of course.. haha.. they are in jon's place..

hmm.. tired..

znew left a note @02:13

Thursday, December 22

hmm.. i seriously dont know what's wrong with me.. been sleeping for more than 8 hours daily.. yet i cant help but feel tired.. perhaps.. it's called lethargic..

hmm.. ya.. i drove my parents out.. haha.. long ride.. not a long drive though.. i drove to mustafa.. dropped my mum there.. she went to get something.. then went to lavender that side.. to drop another package.. off to toa payoh.. via balestier road.. know then i know how easy the roads are in ubi, hougang and sengkang.. the roads i drove last night were windy.. and.. hahaha.. okie.. then went toa payoh.. back via balestier.. stopped at the petrol kiosk to pump.. then my dad took over.. hahaha.. coz.. we're going downtown.. to mohd sultan side.. grand corpthorne waterfront.. hmm.. my dad din allow me to zoom past 50km/h.. the car is big.. that's all i have to say.. but the steering wheel is nice.. haha.. smooth.. wow.. hahaha.. the view from the driver's seat is definitely different from the last row..

hmm.. i realised things i din..
i realised i have seldom sat in the front passenger seat when my dad drove..
i realised.. there is a foot rest for the driver's left foot..
i realised.. the driver's seat can be pumped higher..
i realised.. the car is reallie heavy..
i realised.. the handbrake is below the driver's feet.. and.. it's reallie a convenience.. hahaha..
i realised.. the car aircon is cold..
i realised.. how much later i have to turn with this..
i realised.. the P PLATE on the car belongs to me now..

hmm.. i m crapping.. byebye..

znew left a note @11:49


hmm.. was calculating my gpa.. hmm.. quite shit.. not what i calculated this afternoon.. hahaha..

back from mich's place.. tired.. probably coz i rushed to 2 places before coming home to go her house again.. went chinatown to get smth for my mum.. then bendemeer to collect my photos.. haha..

hmm.. came home to finish up the presents.. hahaha.. finally.. can reveal more on the presents.. yepz.. haha.. was put the pic into the frame.. then realised.. i printed the wrong size! it's a 5R frame.. but i developed 4R.. how blur can i get.. hmm.. then was spreading the petals.. i love the petals.. haha.. wrapped it with newspapers.. hahaha.. it turned out nice.. reallie.. din expect it to turn out this way.. haha.. heng sia.. if it turned out ugly.. then i would have to search the house for wrapper.. hmm..

hmm.. went mich's place.. it's a distance from the mrt.. alvin, des and i sweat like hell.. but her house is nice.. and spacious.. after oli and wei arrived.. we took a tour around the house.. argh.. soo pretty.. and i love her d&t work.. it's wonderful and impressive.. hmm.. slacked in the house.. also dunnoe what we were doing.. like just transferring songs and checking timetable only.. hmm.. seriously dunnoe how we spent our time..

hmm.. exchanged the presents and opened them up.. haha.. i like the bag.. thanks alvin.. nice.. just in time for school! haha.. thanks.. and.. desmond.. nice top.. haha.. my style.. =] love this group of friends.. kinda sad that we're going to different tutorial classes.. hope can meet up with them often.. i welcome u peeps to crash my lect.. and i will try to crash urs as well.. if i have break.. i will attend ur lect! hahaha.. heee..

hmm.. ate canadian pizza.. nicee.. just realised.. i m gonna eat them again on fri at chow's place.. haha.. but never mind.. different people.. different place.. =]

hmm.. posted the pics of today at my webshot site.. haha.. ask me for the link.. dun want just anyone to see those pics we took.. =]

hmm.. thanks to all those who have made my day.. alvin, desmond, michelle, olivia, weiling.. and thanks michelle for being such a good host!

byee.. i m going to drive my parents out.. hahaha.. my first drive!

znew left a note @00:03

Wednesday, December 21

helloe.. haa.. backed from training with the japanese high school students... hmm.. wow lor.. the girls who came are not even from judo.. they have merely learnt judo for 4 days.. they are from kendo.. soo we cant spar much with them.. it's equivalent to sparring with sec1s.. hmm.. turned out to be some internal training for the girls.. among ny and hc.. yepz.. i m glad i have went today.. i saw the juniors.. i missed them.. i played competitive judo.. how i missed it too.. it's like.. totally a different feeling from ntu training.. oh manz.. yet.. i dun wanna play competitions now.. i just want quality sparring sessions.. hahaha..

hmm.. went out with weiling just now.. to suntec area.. haa.. a good walk.. yepz.. bear hunt again.. but.. found nothing i want.. sian sia..

hmm.. tired.. very tired.. also dunnoe why i m soo tired everyday..

hmm.. hahaha.. weiling will like her present.. i hope.. =]

hmm.. if u have seen the present.. let me know if u reallie like it.. hahaha..

znew left a note @00:29

Tuesday, December 20

hmm.. woken up by weiling's sms this morning to check results.. my heart was thumping soo rapidly..

hmm.. what a relief.. no ta-bao.. yah.. but a lil disappointed by my results.. hmm.. but come to think of how much i have done.. i cant complain much.. given the amount of careless mistakes i committed during the paper.. and the fact that i din even finish the effective communication paper.. what more can i say.. it's only fair for me to get this kind of grades..

hmm.. going out later.. with weiling to suntec.. hmm..

byeee..

tomorrow will be a good day.. =]

znew left a note @11:36

Monday, December 19

hmm.. still feeling very shagged after napping so much.. planning my activities for the next few days.. hahaha.. soo busy.. and yet.. i m not done with the gifts.. i m doomed!

hmm.. sheesh.. i m yawning like nobody's business..

hmm.. went harbourfront to meet the girls for dinner.. it nice seeing the juniors again after some time.. haha.. and.. they were crazy to tan for soo long.. in the end.. not very red.. but some of them turned very very red.. red like lobsters.. haha.. kinda sad to see only 1 sec2 and 2 sec1s turning up.. and the abscence of maomao n paopao.. hmm..

hmm.. went on bear hunt again.. this time.. haha.. saw alot.. it has more than og orchard! soo.. i guess i searched thru about 700 boxes of them today? yes! a total of thousands of them i have searched.. going on more bear hunts.. hahaha.. soo exciting.. i m realllie in luck today.. haha.. i found 5 dates i wanted.. of which.. there are alot of repetitions.. oooh..

hmm.. checked my econs result.. this is probably the best ba.. haha.. i dunnoe about the rest coz they are not out yetz.. scared.. nway.. si gort most of hers.. she's reallie smart.. what to say.. perfect! haha.. haiz..

hmm.. nway.. i m not staying hall in the coming sem.. yah.. parents asked me not to.. okie lor.. stay home..

nway.. has any of my classmates reading this blog ever considered changing your timetable to mine? hahaha.. coz.. i managed to fit 2 electives that i want.. without extending my time in sch[xcept wed].. and.. still a 4-day week.. hahaha.. it's really a not bad timetable.. =]

bye for now..

znew left a note @23:54

100th post!!! wow.. that's a feat..

finally.. i passed my driving test.. yea! i m really proud of that k.. coz.. aout 18 people took the test at that time.. only 5 passed.. and these 5=4guys + me! haha.. one thing to note will be that this is not our first attempt.. hahaha.. yea! i am now a qualified driver!

thanks to all those who had prayed.. who congratulated.. who were there..

jon went with his friend.. they sat where the pvt instructors always sit.. omg.. i was very suprised to see him.. reallie.. i thought he was just joking when he said he will come down.. and tail me.. haha.. yes.. and.. when i was doing directional change.. i saw vanessa turning out of the lot.. hahaha.. that was soo unexpected.. and.. blur her.. she din know i was having test.. and still waved vigorously to me.. haha.. and all i could do was smiling at her.. haha.. then perhaps i was too excited to see a friend.. haha.. i turned too late.. but heng sia.. never mount or strike kerb.. phew..

hmm.. then went out of circuit.. i din really realise jon was behind the vehicle.. haha.. till on eunos link then i realised it from the rear view mirror.. and he still dare to smile and laugh like nothing.. haha.. and.. when i supposed to do u-turn.. he decided not to make it too obvious by going straight instead.. and.. he din notice the taxi in front braked.. and almost ramped into it.. haha..

yea.. soo.. i passed.. haha.. the fact remains.. =]

sooo.. i m saying goodbye to orange vios SGA 1188 Y.. no more driving at 60km/h.. no more L plate.. here comes the P plate!

i m reallie tired after all these lessons.. soo came home to sleep after doing all the paperwork and watching video..

and.. something to add.. i said i met vanessa right? her test was after me.. and.. she passed too!!!

going harbourfront to meet si, wini and others.. byebye!

thank you guan yin ma.. =]

znew left a note @16:29

Sunday, December 18

hmm.. sheesh.. in less than 24hrs' time.. i would know if i had passed my driving test on third attempt.. this is er xin.. argh.. i feel like screaming!!

hmm.. not going training tomorrow.. haha.. yah.. going sentosa to join ny and hc judo girls.. yepz.. bwahaha..

hmm.. si is making me want to eat M Hotel's delicious chicken pie.. oh my.. it's very very nice.. different from don's.. don's pepperish.. M hotel's creamy.. haha.. oooooh.. drooling..

hmm.. slept about.. 4+ hrs only.. and went to drive.. gosh.. if not for the call from my instructor.. i would have gone to ubi only at 1530.. soo.. my driving was supposed to be 1100.. suddenly.. 2hrs seemed very long.. haha.. hmm.. it's not too bad today.. hope tomorrow will be even better! argh..

hmm.. slept after reaching home.. hmm.. haiz.. what a day spent..

lovers in paris is nice.. hahaha..

hmm.. lyrics..犹如飞蛾飞过那样冲动..

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hmm.. yet another busy and eventful day.. i m soo proud of myself.. i din go town today.. was thinking thru last night.. and realised.. i have been going to town consecutively everyday since last friday.. argh.. haha.. yepz.. so today is a breakthrough!!!

hmm.. went queensway.. just to accompany my sis to get a singlet.. and saw some new asics shoes.. oh manz.. when did asics shoes become soo damn ex? haha.. i dun remember paying such high price for mine then.. hmm..

hmm.. bear hunt at anchorpoint.. not all cold storages have them.. that's my conclusion.. left for bugis.. saturday is certainly not a place for bugis village.. haha.. yepz.. bear hunt again at og.. but.. og albert is lousy.. they dont have a single box.. oh damn.. went guan yin ma temple to pray for.. my driving.. my results.. and.. my family and friends.. hmm.. went home.. was soo tired..

hmm.. hungry and tired i was.. took a shower and ate noodles.. haha.. then.. slacked.. and started thinking what to do with all those things in the paper bag.. haha.. yepz.. and finally have some idea and got down to work..

hmm.. went chomp chomp for dinner with the family.. haha.. my father din trust my directions.. but he still followed coz he has forgotten how to go to the place.. the last time he was there was.. more than 10years ago.. we had.. alot of food..

hmm.. 2 stingrays, 1 crabmeat rolls, 300g of prawns and squids from boon tat st bbq seafood.. they have nice chillis..

hmm.. 1 plate of fried prawn noodles, 1 satay beehoon, 1 oyster omelette, 1 carrot cake, 1 western food and 1 char kuay teow..

hmm.. 3 large and 1 small sugar canes..

hmm.. sounds alot.. but actuallie.. think of 7 people.. not that much.. but all of us were bloody full.. haha..

hmm.. it's not often do we get to eat at places that require us to wait very long for our food.. given the nature of my parents' job.. we are trained to eat fast and at weird timings.. dinner can be as late as 2300 and no lunch is common..

hmm.. we were talking about going overseas during cny.. haha.. but dont think we will.. given the cost of flying 7 people.. wow.. a bomb..

hmm.. lq came with her friends to chomp chomp to eat.. and pass me full house.. hahaha.. she was very blind.. i waved to her and was standing next to her car.. yet she wanted to call.. luckily i knocked on her window.. haha.. and.. she told me about her embarrassing moment outside the pet shop.. hahahaha..

hmm.. came home to continue doing the xmas stuffs.. sheesh.. seems like alot undone.. argh.. i m dead..

hmm.. had a nice chat with yida.. on travelling.. gosh.. he has really been to alot of places.. i m jealous.. sooo fortunate.. =]

hmm.. bye for now..

hmm.. happy to know that hall 11 won.. haha..

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Saturday, December 17

hmm.. decided to start blogging in this text size.. it's bad to scrutinize at the entries..

hmm.. had a fruitful yet tiring day.. yet again.. i went town.. how 'wonderful' to go town for 4 out of the past week[not incl weekend].. but i visit different parts of town everyday.. haha.. went zara.. i think zara kids' clothes are quite nice.. their tops of course.. hmm.. interesting and cool designs they have..

hmm.. had fish n co... haha.. new york style fish and chips.. it's quite nice.. it has cheese stuffings.. haha.. not too bad.. reallie.. but.. i think.. i should never every attempt a main course by myself again.. haha.. cheryl and i should have shared.. that din cross our mind as we both were very hungry for we din have breakfast.. haha..

hmm.. had driving today.. what a bad drive.. sheesh..i m worried.. gotta go guan yin ma temple tmr.. i m very scared!

hmm.. talked to cheryl alot today.. about.. everything i suppose.. haha.. and went on bear hunt again today.. found nothing at great world.. waste a trip down.. yes.. waited like 30mins for the shuttle.. and then.. we took another shuttle to chinatown.. where we had a.. catch.. haha.. yepz..

hmm. what a day.. reallie.. reached home at abt 1800.. fixed up the new small table.. the free desktop arrived.. wow.. 19" monitor.. haha.. soo shiok.. hmm.. yepz.. was watching tv and all.. left the house again at 2200 for ps.. midnight shopping today.. haha.. yepz.. went spotlight to buy more things.. haha.. hopefully.. i will use them.. hmm.. then.. went carrefour.. fox.. flesh imp.. flash and splash.. really shopped.. without buying anything except from carrefour and spotlight.. hmm..

took.. the 2nd last train home[again].. haha.. yepz.. seems like i have to do that once a week..

hmm.. no bus tix to kl and genting this xmas.. haha.. yepz.. so i m given the option of going back to my house or stay in sg.. hmm.. the weather has been rather hot lately.. it would be worse in malaysia.. that is why.. hmm.. i feel like staying here.. provided hi5 have smth on for me..

hmm.. 4 beauties invited us over to daphne's new condo this xmas eve.. dunnoe if the rest are going..

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Friday, December 16

hmm.. i m totally not in the mood to do anything now.. sian diao-ed by the timetable.. yepz.. i m like the only person in lecture group a1.. how wonderful is that.. hmm.. yetz.. i feel that my timetable is quite good.. at least i have my friday free.. which is like.. how cool.. haha.. yepz.. even though thurday is a long day.. at least i can look forward to a long weekend.. and it's not that long afterall.. isnt it?

hmm.. soo.. hmm.. looks like the group is scattered from a28-a34.. wow.. haha.. wonder how this whole system works.. isnt it easier for them to just.. allocate us new timetable as a group as we are now.. hmm.. i think this sentence is grammatically wrong.. but heck..

hmm.. still gotta choose electives and such.. when i dun even know what the f*ck it is.. like what is the difference between PE and UE? and.. is econs under PE or AHSS? what the.. cant the school just provide more information?

hmm.. what the hell lar.. really not in the mood..

hmm.. d*mn.. i dunnoe what time i m supposed to drive tomorrow actually..

hmm.. things are not looking bright for me now.. i m totally disheartened.. soo.. today's joy was only that short..

hmm.. is it a blessing in disguise that i din know timetable is out earlier? hmm.. i wonder..

hmm.. this is all fated.. i cant do anything..

hmm.. guess whatz.. i feel like.. sticking to my timetable and see what happens.. i m crazy..

hmm.. i dun feel like starting the whole social thing all over again.. kinda.. tired.. hmm.. why is the school admin doing this to me.. if i find out who is the mastermind.. watch out manz.. make my life difficult.. u arse..

hmm.. slack timetable i have.. but soo? i m not quite happy with the arrangement..

hmm.. i m sicked of this whole thing..

hmm.. i dunnoe..

hmm.. as i type.. my frustrations seem to be building up as well.. hmm.. what the..

hmm.. this is bad.. this is an entry that is totally incoherent.. totally.. random.. fragments here and there..

dun try to make anything out of this entry.. dun bother.. why waste ur brain cells on this.. when there are much better things to do.. like reading the papers for sales.. haha..

hmm.. this makes me dont feel like driving.. oh my gosh.. i m amazed at its impact.. think i m just taking it too seriously.. it's just a timetable.. how i wish i can take it that lightly.. i have to do so anyway..

hmm.. hmm.. hmm.. get off..

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Thursday, December 15

hmm.. haiz.. this is my timetable for next sem.. tentatively.. before i add/drop any.. and before i adjust my timetable with respect to my [x]classmates.. hmm.. this is bad.. even my lect group has been changed.. what the.. i really have a bad feeling about this allocation thing.. hmm.. i quite like my timetable.. friday is off.. but long breaks on mon and tue is bad.. hmm.. 4-day week.. wow.. this is interesting..

hmm.. went kbox with tian and si today.. we were crazy!!! yes.. alex to's take off is a make-you-high song.. haha.. we started taking pics of us taking off our jackets.. hmm.. hahaha.. and.. stood on the sofa and started jumping and dancing away with the song.. then.. this guy who was in the room opp us.. saw what we did.. soo embarrassing.. then he told his friends about us.. and.. his friends joined in.. to laugh/look/be amazed/mock at us.. oh my gosh.. haha.. we were very paiseh.. esp me.. coz i can see them in my angle.. hahaha.. but.. we hide abit here and there.. hmm.. nonetheless. still continued.. haha.. yepz.. coz the next song is an lian de dai jia.. hahaha.. yepz.. the song with lame retro dance moves which we never fail to follow whenever the song plays.. haha.. by the time we are supposed to leave.. we still have a whole menu of songs yet to be sung.. hmm.. hahaha.. i realised.. it's only with them that this kind of things happen.. haha.. yepz.. perhaps coz we have seen the worse of each other.. haha.. soo all these.. are.. small fry.. hahaha..

sang lots of duets today.. ya.. shan hu hai is included.. haha.. but.. oh my gosh.. think i m losing my voice once again.. cant sing for nuts.. maybe we r out of practise.. haha.. yepz.. we sang.. hao xin fen shou, si xing bu gai, ai de zhen hao, bei ji xue, shao nian, lian ai da ren, lian ai pin lv, ru guo de shi, wu ding and yuan dian.. hahaha.. yepz.. i think i was crazy to dian2 all those all at one shot.. haha..

window shopped at far east.. din buy anything.. only tian bought 2 pairs of studs.. hmm.. really nothing to buy lately.. hmm.. went ya kun to eatkaya toast and was discussing the difference between teh and teh-c.. haha.. haha.. yepz.. and talked over several trivial matters.. haha..

hmm.. i m tired after all these activities.. yetz.. i m anticipating my [x]classmates' timetables.. argghh.. i dun wanna lose such a good bunch of comrades..

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wow.. i m back.. yah.. dunnoe why.. i wanna sleep.. but just feel like typing something here[again] before going to bed..

hmm.. on star idol.. watched it at home.. shocking results once again.. what is mediacorp trying to do? shock the audience so that they will pump in even more money? albert and joey are out.. what a waste.. haiz.. soo now.. tan yan, ben koh, nicholas, wang shi mei, cheryl, wilson, albert and joey are all out.. watch the show for whatz?

hmm.. saw the mtv of hei se mao yi.. lame one.. he wore hei sei mao yi and stood in the centre of a square.. for part of the mtv.. yah..

hmm.. byebye.. i dunnoe why i came here.. dunnoe if i can sleep now.. my mind is thinking of something else..

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Wednesday, December 14

hmm.. had driving early in the morning.. been such long time since i last was woken up by my alarm.. it is nice to wake up early actually.. it seems like u have alot of time.. haha.. yes.. juz coz u din sleep those hours away.. weilon met me.. i din see him.. haha.. yah.. it wasnt a good drive.. coz i slept too late.. either that.. of i m not used to working my brain at that time.. soo.. about 9+ then it started to be better.. gosh.. i gotta sleep early these few days to adjust my body clock.. haiz..

hmm.. went out with lq and xh.. went paragon and taka.. they met yuxiang, daochang, christina and siqi.. haha.. yes.. and we met ou xuan in paragon.. her hair is straight now.. she is pretty.. but.. her make up like very thick.. and she really speaks the way she does on screen.. yepz.. then went bakerz in.. and saw chen han wei with 2 other guys.. one seem soo gay.. oh.. nway.. we saw 3 trans.. oh my gosh.. if not for the last person.. i would have thought they were females.. haha.. hmm.. what a crowd today right? and... guess what.. we met tao li at taka.. xh left us already at that time.. taoli is quite small.. not as big as she looks on tv.. and her legs are quite slim also.. just shoulders are broad.. but also not soo broad.. haha.. yah..

nway.. heard that many mediacorp male artistes are gays.. oh my gosh.. chen hanwei, julian hee, tay pinghui, terence cao, bryan wong.. oh manz.. why..

hmm.. haha.. i think i m reallie crazy over my mission.. haha.. yepz.. carried it out this afternoon..

hmm.. kinda tired after all these activities.. but.. haha.. i will keep my promise and meet up with all the people i want to.. haha.. yepz.. tian and si for kbox tmr.. haha.. and whoever.. i dunnoe.. hmm.. no plans yetz.. haha..

hmm.. i m all sooo excited to embark on my xmas gifts-making.. haha.. yepz.. they have been left aside for quite some time.. better do them whenever i m free..

byebye..

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Tuesday, December 13

the treetop trail.. looking back at the distance we have walked.. Posted by Picasa

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this is the view from the treetop trail.. view to the north.. yah.. haha.. Posted by Picasa

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hmm.. tired.. haha.. yepz.. tired from trekking at macritchie.. haha.. it was fun.. it's a good workout.. been some time since i sweat this much from exercising.. coz judo trainings had been in aircon rooms.. yah.. took quite abit of photos.. postcard photos i mean.. yepz.. the trail is about 250m only.. but the trails leading there is long.. we walked about.. 5km today.. haha.. i think soo.. i think more than that actually.. dont know.. haha.. saw lizards.. HUGE ones.. but not to the extent of monitor lizards.. haha.. and GIANT milipede.. sooo BIG.. as fat as caterpillar.. hahaha.. interesting things you can find in macritchie.. hahaha.. went town for billy bombers.. lq had her cookies and cream milkshake.. soo thick.. like ice-cream.. quite nice.. haha.. i had rootbeer float.. yummy rootbeer.. i love rootbeer.. but i need to stay away from soda now.. haha.. yah.. for building up my stamina.. haha..

hmm.. the cheesefries are not bad too.. the portion is just too big.. had lucky dip.. and.. i m entitled to free cheesefries on my next visit.. incl a deck of billy playing cards with min purchase of $10..

hmm.. tmr gotta drive in the morning.. gotta sleep early tonight.. if not tmr sure die again.. and.. gonna come home to nap b4 going town to meet lq and xh.. haha.. the more i see balcony.. the more i want to go.. oh manz..

hmm.. we were discussing countdown stuffs over our drinks.. and.. realised.. we may have 4 cars down.. oh manz.. soo happening arh.. but we're not gonna drive all 4 down.. perhaps 2 only.. no need to drive all down.. yepz.. gonna ask our friends down to make it more re4 nao4.. yea.. hahaha.. cant wait.. we're exploring places to watch fireworks in peace.. haha..

went nike and adidas just now.. ooooh.. the gold bag attracts me.. but lq said she'll help me keep a lookout for bags in hk.. yeah! haha.. and adidas has a new series of jackets.. for world cup.. i love the japan's and brazil's.. but the former looks like the asian judo jacket i have.. oh manz.. argh.. haha.. cant buy 2 at one go.. i will die.. haha.. how how how how how..

tired.. byebye.. not gonna sleep soo sooon though..

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had training.. but lq came boonlay mrt to meet me to get fullhouse vcds.. drove me into ntu for training.. it's a good thing to drive.. really.. haha.. hmm.. saw an accident along the way.. a mercedes and a lancer.. the merc's front seemed all ruined.. and the lancer looks okie.. in my angle of course..

hmm.. ya.. so due to that.. there was a slight jam.. hmm.. haa.. but still made it to training.. and was early..

hmm.. today's training was okie.. fun actuallie.. ya.. was playing with si and tian.. they never failed to make trainings soo enjoyable for me.. =]

hmm.. sir drove si home.. coz it was near.. and drove me to khatib mrt where he stays.. he commented alot on chs and ny judo club along the way.. it's quite disheartening to know of all those changes.. how the jrs are not attending trainings regularly.. i m disppointed by them.. we have never done that in the past.. hmm.. wonder what the world is coming to.. i dun wanna see the fall of chs or ny judo club..

hmm.. very tired.. not going to meet cheryl tomorrow.. instead.. going for the treetop trail with liquan at macritchie.. haha.. soo exciting.. 25m tall.. goodness me.. i m actuallie afraid of height[to a certain extent] and i challenged myself to that.. i wonder how the whole experience would be.. hmm.. haha.. we're crazy..

hmm.. wed.. driving and meeting lq and xh for a lil shopping and bakerz in.. thurs.. ktv.. still in the midst of planning for a stayover at si's place on wed.. haha.. fri.. maybe go out with cheryl..

hmm.. the choc chip cookies weiling and me baked that day.. were gone.. haha.. yah.. actuallie were gone on sunday.. how horribly fast.. think my brothers gobbled them up.. haha.. but i made a mistake that day.. i used coarse grained sugar instead of caster sugar.. haha.. yah.. how silly that was..

hmm.. driving test is within a week from now.. i m seriously.. scared.. pdl expires 2 days after that.. gosh.. i dun wanna renew it again..

hmm.. gotta concentrate for that 20mins.. better be a good drive.. and oh damn.. my exam results shld be out that day too.. arghhh...

hmm.. soo nervous.. arghghh..

hmm.. the tv is showing some vball show.. haha.. looks exciting.. but i dun follow the serial.. haha.. what shit am i talking..

hmm.. i wanna go zoo too.. as suggested by lq.. haha..

hmm.. i m going on bear hunt.. think i mentioned that in my previous entry.. hee.. i found the locations of all the cold storage in singapore.. haha.. i think i m crazy.. =]

k.. jaa-nei..

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Monday, December 12

hmm.. completed more of the xmas gifts.. what a relief.. haha.. gonna do more tomorrow.. or i mean.. later.. mon-driving and training.. hope i wont be too tired for training..

hmm.. was browsing thru' some prom photos of jr class.. wow.. panpan has good figure.. haha..

hmm.. tired.. very tired..

hmm.. shall go sleep soon..

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Sunday, December 11

hmm.. i m lazing around in bed once again.. thinking of where to go.. maybe will go taka and centrepoint later.. need to go cold storage-s.. haha.. yepz.. on a mission this period of time.. to look for something.. haha..

hmm.. the xmas gathering at chow's place is like.. left hanging there.. coz.. 03s65 is slow in responding to sms-es.. hmmm..

hmm.. i love lazing in bed.. at home.. love this life.. but not doing this everyday.. coz.. you'll feel totally worthless.. shld go out 2-3 times everyweek.. haha.. that is LIFE.. hmm.. gonna drive three times next week.. pray for me.. my dear friends.. please..

hmm.. shall go si ma lu guan yi ma temple.. i need the help.. hee..

sian sia.. hmm..

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Saturday, December 10

haha.. what a day.. did nothing but practically helped mum do whatever she wants.. like changing the layout of certain parts of the kitchen.. yepz.. went toyogo warehouse to get those shelves and drawers.. then ate kuay chap.. was soo full.. haha.. but it was delicious..

hmm.. did abit of the xmas gifts last night.. till 2am.. just to paint those stuffs.. bought more stuffs when i went ps this afternoon.. was lugging that big drawer to spotlight.. haha.. but at least managed to buy alot of stuffs that i wanted.. so i din i dun have to make another trip down to ikea.. hopefully.. hmm.. need to go spotlight or art friend another day.. next week.. perhaps..

hmm.. i still have no idea what to do for lq, xh, dt and cheryl.. i need ideas!!!

hmm.. xmas is reallie the season of giving.. hahaha.. i suppose this is the only festive season where i make gifts for all my good friends.. not even valentine's day..

hmm.. went ps again.. at 6plus.. coz mum wanted more of the drawers.. met sis at the station.. so dragged her along.. and coincidentally met zhiwei on the train.. he's on his way to zoukout.. hahaha.. hmmm.. he's a changed person.. hahaha.. he used to be some nerd! okie.. that change is for the better.. i suppose.. =]

hmm.. bought roses.. haha.. i m soo happy.. yellow.. coz i bought a vase that day.. yepz.. coz i want to buy flowers.. haha.. i want some life in my room.. haha.. gonna go market next week to get sunflowers and more roses.. i simply love having flowers in the room.. it just reminds me of the scene in full house where yingzai gave zhien buckets and buckets of roses!!! hahaha.. i m crazy..

hmm.. with soo many things awaiting me.. i shall go off..

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Friday, December 9

hmm.. haha.. was reading through my ancient old blog.. and its archives.. cant stop laughing at myself.. how silly i was.. back then..

all the way to june03.. that is reallie old..

and.. i was reminded of alot of things that happened.. incl zn's being ban from chs pool.. hm.. and all those trainings.. or even our glorious moment.. that's all folks..

i m tired..

i love the song.. almost over you... =]

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Thursday, December 8

hmm.. i have somehow.. lost the drive to blog..

updates on yesterdae.. went mediacorp to watch result show of star idol.. hmm.. the fans were crazy.. never fail to entertain those who are present.. even the security guards know them.. and.. kym ng recognised one of the fans.. and said.. 'u seems to be growing bigger and bigger..'..

i m not in the mood to blog about them..

hmm.. disgusted by star idol contestants.. how fake can they be.. shant elaborate..

hmm.. haiz.. i m very affectd by elimination of cheryl.. din sleep well last night.. drove badly today.. what the.. hmm.. it's okie for her to cry practically all night.. coz.. it was what happened to me during the horrible incident.. haiz.. she said she's better le.. i hope she meant what she said..

hmm.. she has found herself a really nice guy.. yepz..

hmm.. went out with lq, dt, jeremy and lenith today.. ate chicken pie at don first.. and.. suay suay.. the car was issued a summon.. yah.. we drove over to settlers cafe.. played 3 games.. hmm.. ticket to europe, i'm the boss and the game of life.. hmm.. wanted to play.. mystery of the abbey and around the world in 80days.. but.. those staffs on duty dunnoe how to play.. and.. they anyhow teach us for game of life.. in the end.. we figured our way through.. haha.. it was fun.. but.. i dun like i'm the boss.. the other 2 are fun.. reallie..

hmm.. there are people goin there to play.. pictionary and monopoly.. wow.. they reallie want the ambience and space only.. hmm.. i m amazed..

hmm.. there's a promotion going on now.. student's deal.. $6.. free flow of drink + games.. from 2-6pm.. if u want a main course.. $10 for the deal.. yepz..

hmm.. sent lenith home.. and then we went ikea.. haha.. saw smth.. aiyar.. cant use tt idea anymore.. yepz.. haha.. i m talking shit..

tired.. din drive well today.. even more sian diao..

nitez..

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Wednesday, December 7

finally managed to log in to blogger.. had some problem logging in just now..

hmm.. went to watch star idol recording.. it wasnt too bad.. quite amusing actuallie.. especially the fans.. oh my gosh.. they are like a group.. and.. split up to support different people.. all secondary school students.. crazy like nothing.. hmm.. bryan wong the contestant.. is sooo shuai.. oh manz.. haha.. reallie.. i was right in at the start to spot him out from the rest.. he is realllie.. good looking!!! alicia is pretty too..

actuallie i have alot to say about the show.. just dont know where to start.. hmm..

hmm.. i dun like jacqueline.. too act cute.. haiz.. and lincoln.. eeyer..

haha.. sorrie if i have offended their fans.. =]

hmm.. i was sitting with her aunt.. whom looks after her.. whom is her godmother.. ya.. haha.. it was nice.. she told me about cheryl.. all the way to kindergarden.. soo funny.. haha..

hmm.. shant talk too much on the show.. haha.. leave some suprises..

hmm.. sms F4 to 71888 or call 1900 112 6604 from 2000 to 2200... catch it on channel 8..

hmm.. going for result show.. haha.. 15tix per contestant.. how scarce..

hmm..


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Tuesday, December 6

hmm.. backed from training.. hmm.. not considered a training at all!!! did practically.. almost nothing.. hmm.. haha.. hmm.. tian, si and i talked bout sea games.. with sir and zhaoyang.. yepz.. hmm.. haiz.. hmm.. he said it's the first time in 40 years where judo has no medal at all.. hmm.. haiz.. wonder what's wrong.. haiz.. hmm.. dun wanna comment..

hmm.. training with sun burnt skin is about the worse.. haha.. imagine the abrasion.. oh manz.. hmm.. haha.. sir taught us yoko guruma, yoko-shiho gatame, and 2 chokes.. haha.. the three of us only did.. the 2 chokes.. how lazy we are... haha.. yea.. i love chokes and arm locks.. haha.. sound sadistic.. but.. haha.. hmm..

hmm.. catchin last trains isnt the best thing to do.. yah.. haha.. we spent soo much time listening to sir after training.. hmm.. he waited very long.. yah.. so i thought it was only polite for us to go makan with him.. and we did.. hmm.. thanks to si.. if not i think i wont be able to catch the last train.. haha..

hmm.. xmas xchange gift.. come to think of it.. specific recipient seems a better idea now.. coz.. then i know to what extent the gift should be.. haha..

hmm.. thought of what to do for liquan and ditong! haha.. hope i haven use this idea b4..

hmm.. i m not in the mood to blog.. =]

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Monday, December 5

i m amazed at the rate i blog.. hmm.. this is my 81st entry.. it's alot considering the date i start blogging.. wow.. i m reallie amused by myself..

hmm.. woke up.. rather early this morning.. 1000.. haha.. okie.. perhaps that's not early to most people.. hmm.. in the midst of arranging my wardrobe.. horrible me.. i actuallie have 9 jackets/pullovers.. as if there is winter in singapore.. i m crazy.. and realised.. i actually have alot of clothes to wear.. but it's human nature to wear those you wear often.. even more often.. isnt it true? hahaha..

hmm.. gonna drive later.. haha.. somehow.. i look forward to driving lessons.. haha.. sis 'hates' me now.. haha.. she wished that i have passed.. then can drive her to the right mrt station.. or even to expo.. can run errands on her behalf when she is studying for her papers.. i m sorrie.. =]

hmm.. i wonder what my life would be like after passing.. perhaps.. i will disappear halfway in a conversation to drive down town to get a piece of cloth.. or even to toa payoh to hand the uncle a package.. going to different concierge counters in the middle of the night.. trying hard to change lane in orchard at peak hours.. haha.. and of course.. out more often than now.. =]

hmm.. i better get back to my wardrobe.. if not later i cant finish.. driving is at 1200.. need to leave my house at 1140.. haha.. it's 1110 now.. cya..

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Sunday, December 4

hmm.. finally have some idea what to prepare for the xmas xchange presents with a29.. haha.. hopefully.. my idea is within the budget.. hmm.. it'd be better if i know what is the plan now.. like.. am i supposed to get for weiling or the recipient will only be known on that day.. hmm.. yah.. it does matter.. a little at least..

hmm.. i have to get presents for jon, seng, ed and siang also.. haha.. sheesh.. going broke.. hmm.. gotta think of what to buy also.. haiz.. this is worse.. buying 4 different ones at one go.. really have to go for christmas shopping one day..

hmm.. think.. i shld get smth for tian and si as well? in that case.. i will be getting something for liquan, ditong , xuanhui and cheryl too.. =]

hmm.. really.. broke.. haha.. sheesh..

hmm.. hmm.. my shoulders are in pain.. due to the sun i think.. gotta apply moisturisers like hell afterwards..

hmm.. i need to do xmas shopping.. haha.. yah..

hmm.. thanks ditong for reminding me about settlers cafe.. it's on thurs.. not wed.. and.. i juz received news that i have to attend some refereeing seminar next wed onwards.. 7-10am for wed-fri.. and weekends also have.. but.. dont think i m going for the weekends one.. i have things to do as well.. hmm..

hmm.. going for cheryl's recording on tue.. gonna cut my hair before that.. shawn[her bf] is coming to pick me up.. haha.. coz.. he doesnt want to go there alone.. neither do i.. just realised hers will be telecasted on wed.. in other words.. i have to go for the result show on wed as well.. hm.. i have nothing on on wed.. which is good.. =].. gonna buy materials to do up her boards after tomorrow's driving lesson.. hmm..

hmm.. i m juz soo bored that i m here.. once again to ramble.. haha.. bear with me..

hmm.. hmm.. hasnt been to chalet for a year.. almost.. hmm.. hahaha.. siao..

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hmm.. finally found some of the photos we took during our trip last year.. it's in yuan ming xin yuan[china] and victoria peak[hk]..

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Saturday, December 3

hmm.. went sentosa today.. feeling unwell now.. probably coz of the sun.. and.. perhaps dehydration.. but.. i din have the desire to drink water then.. hmm.. a pathetic group of 4 people.. haha.. nonetheless.. i dare say we had kinda made the best out of it.. haha..

hmm.. made weiling the monkey and started playing.. both on land and in water.. hahaha.. hmm.. we were thrown into the water.. haiz.. i m kinda tired.. perhaps.. that explains why the entry doesnt sound as fun as it should be.. hmm..

hmm.. took such a long time to shower.. coz of the queue..

hmm.. i m red now.. at certain parts only.. my shoulders.. my face.. and my neck.. a lil..

hmm.. supposed to go for overnight mahjong.. ended up cancelling it.. coz.. i was soo tired after reaching home that i fell asleep on the sofa.. oh manz.. and yes.. all thanks to that i missed my show.. and gotta wait for its repeat at 0030.. hmm..

hmm.. shall spend tomorrow sleeping at home..

hmm.. sentosa is actually a nice place.. hmm.. but.. i like redang.. hahaha..

hmm.. think i will visit the beaches more often this holiday.. yes.. to get my tan.. just have to get people to go.. kinda.. hard.. since.. dt doesnt want to tan.. lq will tan in her condo's pool.. jon and co. studying.. cheryl cant afford to tan.. tian soo busy with work.. si also gort commitment.. hahaha.. okie.. that's it.. gonna drag weili and liquan along.. hahaha..

hmm.. my mind is kinda empty now..

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hmm.. juz reach home abt 40mins ago.. interesting.. how i never fail to blog no matter what time i reach home.. hmm.. think it has more or less become smth routine for me.. soo full.. that's why i have yet taken my shower.. haha..

hmm.. went city hall to meet my younger sis to go suntec.. then queensway.. bought havainnas.. however u spell that.. cant be bothered with that at this moment.. hmmm.. then.. on our way to queensway.. jon called to ask me go for this choir concert at a church.. with seng.. hmm.. so i just agreed.. and he came queensway to fetch my sis and i home.. where seng was waiting.. hmm..

hmm.. passed by town.. tanglin mall was having its bubble thing.. hmm.. so pretty.. =]

hmm.. met jeremy by suprise at the concert.. he was playing violin.. chatted a lil with him..

hmm.. left for dinner at geylang.. ate beef horfun.. and then.. rotted there to think of where to go.. ended up going grapevine.. it was crowded today.. hmm.. they tried pink rose and lemon verbana hot flora tea.. quite nice.. and.. milk in heaven.. it's a dessert.. basically.. yoghurt with cornflakes and blueberry toppings.. hahaha.. i drank peach smoothie.. hmm.. the mango one is nicer.. =]

hmm.. played dai-dee and 21.. hahaha.. just to kill time..

hmm.. soo.. my xmas eve is reserved for them.. and 23rd for 03s65.. still waiting for confirmation of no. of people to go... hmm.. chow's place.. yewtee! soo far.. hope i pass.. then maybe can drive up..

hmm.. sentosa tmr.. 1000 at harbourfront.. hope i wont be late.. gotta leave my house by 0945 to not to be too late.. hmm.. haven pack and all.. sianz.. gotta wake up at 9 lar..

hmm.. i shall.. go off.. more to blog tomorrow.. or maybe later? hahahaha..

hmm.. i love my holidays.. haha.. coz.. it really felt like holidays to me.. i play as if there is no tomorrow.. haha.. hmm.. almost the whole of my next week is taken..
mon-make board for cheryl/bake choc cornflakes/clean up hall/ driving+ training..
tue-recording at 1815.. b4 that.. cut hair/go out with tian n si..
wed-settler's cafe with dt, lq..
thurs-driving only.. currently..
fri/sat/sun-currently.. nothing.. haha..

this is life.. that's what jon and seng said..
this is holiday.. that's what xingyee said..

hmm.. i love it..

hmm.. puiseng lost.. hmm.. he won the thai at 1st bout.. lost to indonesia.. went repecharge.. lost to malaysia.. gort 5th then.. haiz..

hmm.. he won bronze in -100kg in vietnam 2003.. hmm.. he's competiting in -90 this time.. perhaps.. coz of the drastic weightloss in the past few days.. he din perform well.. hmm..

hmm.. let's hope things will be better for shanyang and eugene.. weilon and the ri small boy on sun.. haiz..

hmm.. sometimes.. i wonder if it's more appropriate to not to wish that the others win.. coz.. if they win.. it wld juz show tt pui is not performin well.. if they lose.. then not too bad.. hmm.. weird thinkin isnt it?

a fren taught me that..


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Thursday, December 1

hmm.. wasted yet another day away.. did.. practically nothing at all.. i m amazed at how i spend my day..

hmm.. just when i thought i wouldnt go town today.. mum asked me to go with her.. supposed to go to the shop take a piece of cloth for the jacket due tonight at 8pm.. but.. dad was there.. so he just passed it to us.. hmm.. soo.. din step into town.. haha.. what a relief.. coz i was in some laopok clothes.. dun wanna be seen by people i know.. haha..

hmm.. cant wait to drive tomorrow.. haha.. i m looking forward to driving every time.. simply love the orange vios.. hmm.. i m crazy..

hmm.. thinking of baking on one of the days.. since i m sooo free.. haha..

hmm.. there's like a whole list of things waiting for me to do.. yet.. i juz cant pick myself up to complete them.. here's the list..

- si's xstitch..
- cheryl's board..
- a new skin for my blog..
- tidy up my room..
- tidy up the hall..
- read books..
- complete my puzzle..
- bake..
- xmas shopping.. for hi5 and my loyal fan.. si, tian, wini.. and.. cheryl maybe? haha.. oh.. lq, dt, xh
- hmm.. class gatherings.. esp the one at chow's place..
- get a new pair of flip flops.. abercrombie's polo..
- watch.. all my vcds..
- watch.. movies..
- get all my lost photos from my friends.. [get them to send me..]
- get a tan..
- get back my fitness..
- be able to run 2.4km in less than 12mins again..
- be able to do all the pumpings again..
- cut my hair..
- climb at climb-asia..
- oooh.. and a whole list of places to visit.. after.. i pass.. hmm.. what a dream.. must go si ma lu one day to pray.. yes.. next.. tue or wed..

places to visit.. after 19dec..
- bring lq, dt, xh and xy to eat taiwanese porridge at waterfront..
- drives hi5 to holland v..
- send si, tian n wini to changi to watch planes taking off.. and eat nasi lemak..
- supper trips with a29..
- shopping trips with cheryl..
- siglap.. west coast park.. mt faber..
- east coast.. changi.. holland v.. ntu..
- bt timah.. esp. 6th avenue.. =]
- venezia..
- chinatown..
- geylang.. [i must learn how to parallel park with the heavy traffic first.. if not.. i will have to send the car to petrol kiosk for manual car wash while eating.. hahaha.. what a smart idea right?]
- visits to exotic places in sg.. haha.. i dunnoe what else there is though..

hmm.. i took an afternoon nap accidentally again.. haha..

hmm.. tmr is the big day for pui!!! cant wait.. hope we can get a treat from him.. =]

arggghhh..

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back.. as usual.. haha.. hmm.. next time.. if u see an orange vios with this car plate.. SGA 1188 blah.. i may be in it.. hahaha..

soo sianz.. fell asleep watching yu le in the afternoon.. hmm.. slept till almost 7.. woke up to bath and eat dinner.. ate meiji's ice cream.. chestnut with red beans.. oh manz.. very nicee..

hmm.. thinking of what to do tmr.. i mean.. later.. perhaps.. i will go suntec.. hmm.. then queensway.. but all this will depends on what time i wake up.. hmm.. need to get smth from queensway.. hopefully.. i m able to find smth i like.. hmm.. this is bad isnt it.. haha..

hmm.. changed the song again.. to ni xian zai.. from full house as well.. hmm.. nice song.. think i posted its lyrics in the earlier entries..

hmm.. i m going to my other blog to blog.. byeee..

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